Quiet moments.
Been wanting to let my emotions flow in since god knows when.But I know I can't, I need to focus on my academic.
& now that it's all over, I'm letting all in one by one.
Yes, no more physics formulaes or chemistry questions popping out of nowhere in my head before bed.
I can finally feel. :)
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Only at quiet moments like this (since it's 3am now), I let everything down.
My thoughts naked, and all assembling one by one ready for inspection. :)
I like this. I need to sort way too many things out.
Meanwhile, stop judging me.
I do what I want, stop giving me unnecessary remarks and still try to gather more people to agree with you. I'm living my own life, I decide okay? Yes okay.
& I realised as I grow older, I can't speak whatever I want anymore.
Because every word I'm typing here, is judged.
Everything I do, is judged.
Because everyone here, expects me to be a mature young lady.
Because everyone here, has their own opinion that they're not afraid to shoot in my face.
Over the years, I've learnt to speak less and listen more.
I realised it myself, that I actually talked lesser, and sometimes not giving any opinion during a discussion.
3 years ago, every conversation I engaged in, I'll @#$^&*(*&^%$ out all my thoughts and sometimes w/o even thinking.
I used to be the one whom is always among the crowd. But now, I don't mind taking a step slower and just watch the crowd.
Ah well, just some little thoughts at this unearthly hour.
& I wish I would daringly love again.
This protective cover of mine is getting stronger, sometimes beyond my control.
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 @ 2:57 AM / 0 daisies
FREEDOM HAS NEVER SMELL THIS GOOD BEFORE.
YES A LEVELS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!
can you sense my excitement?!
when the chief examiner finally said, "You're dismissed", we totally screamed!
HAHAHA. WOOHOO! (Y) (Y) (Y)
THIS IS FREAKING AWESOME.
the day that I waited 22months for has finally arrived! :D
YESSSSS.
So anyway, first thing I did after A's was to go pay tuition fees. -_-
OH YES PEKKY I'M SAYING BYEBYE TO YOU. HAHAHA
Headed to town like most people did, checked out hair extensions!
Why is purple out of stock?! Too popular already lah. hahaha!
Anyway I might just dye my hair then, since hair extensions might be too much of a hassle & quite expensive to begin with!
So headed to taka b2(yesss my favourite :D) for my TAKOPACHI!!! (Y)
Charlotte bought her yoghurt & Naz bought his sausage. It was like de javu! hahaha
talked & slacked till it's time for Charlotte to head home to pack. :)
Then Joey, Naz & I headed to Tampines IKEA.
Oh your god, it was such a long longggggggg journey! We literally took so long to find the bus stop! Madness.
But our tummies were satisfied with MEATBALLS, DAIM CAKE & CHICKEN WINGS. (Y)
Naz bought the halal one of course. ;D hehehe.
I LOVEEEE THE MEATBALLS! (rubs tummy)
So anyway, Yap alr reached the airport while we were still eating.
So after we're almost done, yes not fully done 'cos I STILL HAVE A 1/4 EATEN CHICKEN WING ON MY HAND.
& while trying to rush to get out, (the IKEA is freaking hugeee) we wasted our time to realise the entrance and the exit are at different places T.T #FAIL
So, we ended up walking very fast & I was leading them.
& GUESS WHAT.
I FREAKING LOST THEM HALFWAY & MY PHONE DIED.
>:(
Ultimate fail I tell you.
I was feeling so helpless, and I freaking couldn't find the exit cos the signs kept misleading me to the emergency exits! WALAO.
& I even had to ask other patrons to help me find my way. EMBARRASSING MAX. :(
& I finally found them at the exit and we cabbed all the way to the airport just in time to send Charlotte off! :)
We're such awesome friends please. hahaha!
Her mummy was super cute, she kept waving! LOL
The rest of the time was just spent camwhore/polaroid-ing away doing retarded stuffs. hahaha!
This is what you do when you have all the time in the world. :D
& ended the night with a Honeydew smoothie from Each A Cup (Y)
Long train ride = gruelling
But it was definitely a good dayyyy. :)
LIFE'S GOOD.
GETTING AWESOME.
WOOHOO!
can you sense my excitement?!
when the chief examiner finally said, "You're dismissed", we totally screamed!
HAHAHA. WOOHOO! (Y) (Y) (Y)
THIS IS FREAKING AWESOME.
the day that I waited 22months for has finally arrived! :D
YESSSSS.
So anyway, first thing I did after A's was to go pay tuition fees. -_-
OH YES PEKKY I'M SAYING BYEBYE TO YOU. HAHAHA
Headed to town like most people did, checked out hair extensions!
Why is purple out of stock?! Too popular already lah. hahaha!
Anyway I might just dye my hair then, since hair extensions might be too much of a hassle & quite expensive to begin with!
So headed to taka b2(yesss my favourite :D) for my TAKOPACHI!!! (Y)
Charlotte bought her yoghurt & Naz bought his sausage. It was like de javu! hahaha
talked & slacked till it's time for Charlotte to head home to pack. :)
Then Joey, Naz & I headed to Tampines IKEA.
Oh your god, it was such a long longggggggg journey! We literally took so long to find the bus stop! Madness.
But our tummies were satisfied with MEATBALLS, DAIM CAKE & CHICKEN WINGS. (Y)
Naz bought the halal one of course. ;D hehehe.
I LOVEEEE THE MEATBALLS! (rubs tummy)
So anyway, Yap alr reached the airport while we were still eating.
So after we're almost done, yes not fully done 'cos I STILL HAVE A 1/4 EATEN CHICKEN WING ON MY HAND.
& while trying to rush to get out, (the IKEA is freaking hugeee) we wasted our time to realise the entrance and the exit are at different places T.T #FAIL
So, we ended up walking very fast & I was leading them.
& GUESS WHAT.
I FREAKING LOST THEM HALFWAY & MY PHONE DIED.
>:(
Ultimate fail I tell you.
I was feeling so helpless, and I freaking couldn't find the exit cos the signs kept misleading me to the emergency exits! WALAO.
& I even had to ask other patrons to help me find my way. EMBARRASSING MAX. :(
& I finally found them at the exit and we cabbed all the way to the airport just in time to send Charlotte off! :)
We're such awesome friends please. hahaha!
Her mummy was super cute, she kept waving! LOL
The rest of the time was just spent camwhore/polaroid-ing away doing retarded stuffs. hahaha!
This is what you do when you have all the time in the world. :D
& ended the night with a Honeydew smoothie from Each A Cup (Y)
Long train ride = gruelling
But it was definitely a good dayyyy. :)
LIFE'S GOOD.
GETTING AWESOME.
WOOHOO!
@ 2:00 AM / 0 daisies
FINALLY LEGAL!!!
HAPPY EIGHTEENTH TO MEEEEEEE!!! :D
Thank you MEMEKS for the Polaroid camera that I've been longing for quite some time! :)
& the pleasant surprise @ White Dog Cafe at Vivo City.
I seriously thought it was a simple reunion! hahaha.
& thanks for the spontaneous trip to Wala Wala @ Holland V. :D
Sex On The Beach & Jagerbomb is awesome! :b
& Absintle kills! hahaha. Chocolate cake was quite cool. :>
And I was still sober, hohoho!
thanks venus for footing the bill! hehehe.
Thank you my SB4-ians(Joey, Isaac, Zhai, Poh, Elim, Ming Ruey & Phoebe), for the awesome pre-birthday night!
Everything was good, the XO fish noodles from Bras Basah, the apple crumble from Swensens & finally drinks @ Overeasy! :D
Thanks for footing the bills, and the money I saved ended up sponsoring poh & zhai for the midnight cab fare. hahaha!
Now to the not-so-good, YOUJING LOST HER PHONE AGAINNNNN.
YES, ON HER BIRTHDAY AGAIN.
DAMN IT, IT'S LIKE SOME BIRTHDAY CURSE! >:(
SIGH.
Oh well, so please contact me @ 96386516 for the time being till further notice! :)
That would also mean I've lost ALL MY CONTACTS!!!
Ah man, gotta start everything afresh.
Thanks heaven for the birthday present. -.-
Alright, later would be another day of funnnn with daddy & mummy!
JAPANESE FOOOOOOOD. :D
alright, till then,
ALL THE BEST FOR A'S PEOPLE, WE'LL SURVIVEEE. :D
Thank you MEMEKS for the Polaroid camera that I've been longing for quite some time! :)
& the pleasant surprise @ White Dog Cafe at Vivo City.
I seriously thought it was a simple reunion! hahaha.
& thanks for the spontaneous trip to Wala Wala @ Holland V. :D
Sex On The Beach & Jagerbomb is awesome! :b
& Absintle kills! hahaha. Chocolate cake was quite cool. :>
And I was still sober, hohoho!
thanks venus for footing the bill! hehehe.
Thank you my SB4-ians(Joey, Isaac, Zhai, Poh, Elim, Ming Ruey & Phoebe), for the awesome pre-birthday night!
Everything was good, the XO fish noodles from Bras Basah, the apple crumble from Swensens & finally drinks @ Overeasy! :D
Thanks for footing the bills, and the money I saved ended up sponsoring poh & zhai for the midnight cab fare. hahaha!
Now to the not-so-good, YOUJING LOST HER PHONE AGAINNNNN.
YES, ON HER BIRTHDAY AGAIN.
DAMN IT, IT'S LIKE SOME BIRTHDAY CURSE! >:(
SIGH.
Oh well, so please contact me @ 96386516 for the time being till further notice! :)
That would also mean I've lost ALL MY CONTACTS!!!
Ah man, gotta start everything afresh.
Thanks heaven for the birthday present. -.-
Alright, later would be another day of funnnn with daddy & mummy!
JAPANESE FOOOOOOOD. :D
alright, till then,
ALL THE BEST FOR A'S PEOPLE, WE'LL SURVIVEEE. :D
Saturday, November 06, 2010 @ 4:02 AM / 0 daisies
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