The last Muse.

美中不足。

她很好胜，最讨厌是被打败。

但是，一年多里，她处在的环境根本不能让她立足。她不断地尝试，但只尝到失败的滋味。

她很累。她不开心。一点幸福的感觉也没有。

从前她自信满满。如今她只会以假笑来遮盖自己的实力不足。她走下坡了，她走不动了，她放弃了。

她爱面子，但她从不显示。她被骂，除了“对不起”，她只会傻笑。后来，还是被骂。她便学会了无言以对。这招太管用了。她什么也不说，话变少了，但只有这样，别人才能少讲两句。

她一点也不强，她其实超爱哭的，但为了面子，她就静静的。

那些人都好怪好恐怖好阴险好有杀伤力，让她的心里总是不知所措。

她在倒数了。恨不得马上离开那可怕的笼子里。快了、快了。

快乐好遥远。

Oh my, time zoomed past just like that. :o
It's the 3rd of June already.

3rd of June. lol. what a coincidence.

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I've been realllllllly busy.
May was a fat month.
Gobbled 2 cakes, 3 expensive-like-mad meals, 3 concerts, mugging(& hence eating junks to keep myself awake) and mid years.
I'm glad it's all over, life was fulfilling. :>

Mid years was plain crap.
1 week wasn't enough to study, it was a mere catch up with my tutorials and hence nothing in depth went into my head. Screwed up practically every paper, how wonderful.

Not looking forward to getting them back.
Kept telling myself I've gotta mug hard during this june vacation.
But look at me, now. HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED ON ANYTHING. (Y)
Die already, die die die die die dieeeeeeeee. :(

June is filled with band pracs and more band pracs.
Can die.
Shan't comment on anything, nothing positive anyway.
Watch your ego, watch your words. I'm done.

Had physics tuition just now @ orchard plaza.
We were late, again.
Why? Band prac. Was supposed to end at 5pm but you know that will never happen.
Tutor said he's very worried for us, and even asked us to not go LA, especially that pig. lol.
He said we should all quit band. hahahaha.
Okay, that's what everybody tells me. Memeks, classmates, parents, just everybody except the band members(duh).
Sigh, the love for it has been killed. Murdered. Ah, whatever.
Last lap already, let it end on a peaceful note.

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Went town with ahhui on tues to buy pohpoh's present.
Yay it was so good to see her again, :>
We had goooooood food! So happy. (:
Had some strawberry cheese bread(that tastes like chewy junior), then was red tomato restaurant that serves good & affordable pastas, magnum gold, takopachi & gogo cheesy meatballs! Ohyourgod, are you drooling or are you drooling? :D

I shopped. Yes, tooooooo irresistable. Bought new wedges. Yayyyyie. :>
Had a fun time playing with my nails too, heh heh.
All in all, can't wait to go out with her again! :D
Gonna go out with pohpoh, doreen & her sometime this hols, FINALLY.

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Slept over @ Cheryl's on saturday night, made section tee on sunday.
Can't wait for the product to be out this fri. :)
Went ikea for hotdog & curry puff, and random shopping @ anchor point.
When there's nothing much, where do you head to? Yes, TOWN.
Shopped @ 313 somerset for a long long time. Actually we were stucked in F21 most of the time. Headed for dinner @ Trattoria Italian Kitchen for a break.
Had carbonara pasta, bailey's hazelnut & brownies. Delicious! :D
Then back at F21 again. -_- lol.

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Out with my front row(now become back row) gang aka nutella gang on friday.
Headed for a good lunch @ Ikea! YES, MEATBALLS & CHICKEN WINGSSSS. <3
Woo, it was super good!
Then had the soft ice-cream for dessert. Lunch was powerful. :D
& guess what? We went town after that. (You must be frowning by now. HAHAHA)
Wanted to catch Shrek but it was super crowded & tickets were sold out.
So we headed for a retail therapy instead. Not for me though!
I resisted buying that pair of Vans shoes & turquoise Pointer highcut sneakers! :C
Bought cupcakes though. Yum yum. :)

Then headed all the way back to JP to meet memeks for dinner @ Wendy's.
Their fish burger sucks lah. lol.
Then had a good long chat with atika, venus & nair @ Starbucks till 11plus. Me like! (Y)

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Okay.
Summary over. Hooray!
So I actually went Queensway/Ikea 2 times in 3 days, and town 4 times in 6 days. Fantastic.
I think I have too much life already. Time to get my butt down. Now.

Goodnight folks.
C:

20100531 Selina 3年等到男友喊「老婆」!

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Born on 6 November '92 in Shanghai, virgin trip on the airplane at the age of 3 when she moved to Singapore. First language was Shanghainese. Only child thanks to the one child policy back then. Sang in the Choir in Primary School, played the alto saxophone in the military band in Secondary School, then the tenor saxophone in the concert band in Junior College. Currently majoring in Linguistics & Multilingual Studies in NTU. Part time Beauty Advisor for Lancôme Paris. Tutor for Primary & Secondary School students.
Learnt some basic design sketching(fashion), yoga and modern jazz - and loved them. Loves travelling, beauty stuff, food, photography and languages. Learning 日本語, Française & la lingua italiana. Wants to learn German and play the cello.

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