#786

thai express for lunch later,
BBQ @ west coast with the band,
memeks chilling out @ nair's!

C:

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I don't like to be so weak.
but sometimes I just can't help it.

& it's heartwarming to hear people saying that they care about me. <3

It's still love.

So proud of my ♥ S.H.E ♡!
Almost went to the Singapore Hits Awards on my birthday if my dad had told me earlier, and maybe my phone wouldn't be gone. but anyway!

putting that aside,
they won 4 major awards okay!
(must be my birthday luck, hehehe. gave them then I lost my phone. :C lol.)

It all started because of my birthday anyway.
Got their Superstar DVD as a birthday present from my parents on my 11th birthday.
and I got lady gaga over them ever since!
it's the 6th(oh my favourite number!) year already, and watching their videos can just make my day. C:

woo, it's still love. C:

Craving for cupcakes?

$.$

Ever since my bank account starts to tend towards 0 since July to August, I have been desperately trying to save money until my awesome dad decided to give me some money for my birthday present(I've got to many on my wishlist :C).
& then,
when I was so happy to see my bank account updated,
I spent it all in a single day.

Hate how good stuffs have to be so expensive.
Hate how much I have to adore those pretty things and hence, act on impulse.
But then again, when I decided to be fickle-minded, I always regret after that.
So, tell me, did I do the right thing or wrong thing?
:S

oh well, wanted to work a bit this holiday so as to earn back all that I've spend, and to splurge more of course.
But it seems my schedule is really packed that I have to give up. :(

and now, I have been thinking of a few brilliant ideas.

1. Investment (stocks and shares those kinda things. lol)
2. Set up a business!
3. Photoshoots/ organizing

etc.

Aiya, sometimes I really feel like dropping out of school, stop studying PCME and just do those stuffs. But when it comes to reality, it's always YOUR RESULTS first. tsk, no choice. :C

But after a long chat with atika that day @ nair's, I think journalist for magazines seem really interesting. hmmm.

Last time I don't even have anything in mind, but now I guess I've got too many in mind and it's kind of confusing. It's like I feel like doing everything! lol.

I'm thinking of this business, but it seems too horny alr.
All thanks to atika & saiful just now.
Intimates anyone? HAHAHA.

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Today was just a slacking day.
Cabbed to RIJC to meet saiful, not that I'm rich but it was just too hot a weather and it made me feel so lazyyyy.
So ya, then went SGH for lunch 'cos atika's there for hospital attachment.
Listened to her interesting reviews, HAHAHAHA.
The ice kachang there seriously sucks. tsk!
next time someone please bring me to NP to eat their 90cents one. lol.

so anyway, we went to another bar today.
it's BK WHOPPER BAR!
as hilarious as it sounds, but the ambience is not bad! hahahaha, and the place was soooo empty.
Had hershey's pie while they bought fries.
good snacking and chit-chatting. C:

went Liang court for the first time and we saw this $1000plus lingerie. SIAO.
lazed around, walked anyhow, and before we know it, we're at cityhall already!
so, home sweet home~

Happy Hari Raya Haji, the day to eat mutton. LOL. :b

M.

I. am. so. physically. tired. and. drained.

Practically had band prac for 12hours today, or rather yesterday.
From 9.45am(okay I was a lil late) to 10.30pm.
Attended SL course for the first time 'cos springs forced me to.
In the end it's just going through prof alex, don't know what's the use actually.

I sucked at YOTD and I still sucked at it.
Stayed back in the band room with Cheryl to practice, and with the help of Benpooi.
Played until my lower teeth can practically vibrate and my neck ache like crazy.
Thanks Benpooi for helping me lift my instrument once in a while. lol.
oh well, I swore I really worked hard today.
So, please stop giving me that stare, 'noel'. -_-


Wanted to work, but so unfortunately I can't make it. :C
boo, there goes my $$$.
I'm desperate alr. lol.
Anybody wanna donate?


Dental appointment tmr.
First time going to see a dentist outside of school, because I told my dad I think my teeth are decaying after consumption of too much sugar. :(
Boo, that means filling in the holes and my teeth will look so black when I open my mouth. yuckidodo!


Dad's going out tmr.
which means, nobody to have lunch with!
lunch anybody? C:
lol.


I think I should start doing my homework soon.
Didn't even pack my stuffs ever since promos ended. tsk.


Okay, 'nough said.
goodbye folks!

3?

If only things can be that simple and sweet.

Maybe it's time to say goodbye.

Little J is no longer little anymore.

lol, ring that bell.


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wonder what's going on.
I guess I'm done trying, this side is sinking already.
Since it's different, and you don't seem to want to put any effort in this, then I guess I'm just being mean to myself.
This is so unhealthy.

Fill me in.

"the spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in."

awww~

anyway, life's been pretty much fulfilling for me.
have been going out every single day, very much occupied and worn out. but I'm kinda lovin' it. better than staying home and rot right? hahaha.

So, some highlights are:

Nair's Sis Wedding @ ParkRoyal's.

Booked a room @ the hotel to sleepover after the wedding.
It was super exciting since morning! C:
First time going for a church wedding, felt so holy, as you see the couple making vows and said prayers and everythingggg. but the process was rather long though, hahaha.

Rushed off for band fest audition after that.
How gross, I didn't even prepare until I reached school. -_- oh well, my bad. $30 fly away~~
Saw dolly, shannon & jessica too. hee.

Had combined, left early, chionged to ParkRoyal's.
Got changed and dolled up in hotel room, then headed down to start the evening!
Drank(carbonated drinks), camemeks(definition: memeks taking lots of photos), and it's time for wedding dinner!
It was an awesome buffet, love the main course & the dessertsssssss. yummmmylicious. C:

OH & WE MET A BIG BIG STAR!

GUESS WHO!

BEYONCE!!!

Believe it or not, she's named Beyonce on her name tag.
& she's a waitress @ the wedding dinner. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
& she kept refilling coke for us, so we can never finish our drink. :(

and after everything, took photo with the bride & groom, and that's when the fun comes in!

DANCE.

shoot, I love clubbing man!
The deejay was really good, kept playing lots of hip & fast songs, and we were so high!
I was so wild like I was drunk. But I guess I was just high from lots of coke from Beyonce. HAHAHA!
Atika & ahchoo were just as high, except the fact that ahchoo can't seem to dance properly. HAHAHA. :b
Atika & me even took off our killer heels to dance like crazy, nair's family was shocked to see us like that. hahaha!

oh & we had to constantly pull nair to dance with us, tsk!
she said, "I will dance if they play 'Miss Independent'."
I replied, "SET!"

so I ran to the DJ & requested for it! & tada, nair gonna give in! hehehehe!

that night was totally awesome, words can't describe the feeling!
at the point of time, everything seems to be so far away, don't need to care about the world and troubles, just dance your hearts out and go crazy. C:

when the night's done, set off for camemeks @ huge mirrors with atika & ahchoo!
then headed back to hotel room to slack.
but unfortunately, ahchoo and nair knocked off to dreamload @ the speed of lightning! -_-

me & atika were still wide awake so we went to Mustafa @ 3+am to get some snacks back!
it was quite surprising to see many people still awake to shop for stuffs, oh well, mustafa has everything under the sun anyway! hahaha.
soooooo ya,

- nair calls frantically and said she lost her wallet and ipod! :o -
- silence -
- nair found her ipod & wallet inside her bag. -___________- tsk! -

SO.
I'm so lazy to continue.
LOL, the other highlight was

AHCHOO MOURNS LIKE CRAZY THROUGHOUT HER SLEEP.
she mourns and toss and turn @ the slightest sound we made.
e.g. switching channel on the TV. LOL!

and

ATIKA WAS A LOUD TRAIN.
hahahahaha, I woke up in the middle of the night just because of the train zooming by. :b

so,

I didn't have a good sleep, 'cos of noise pollution in the hotel room and this choo who was tossing and turning non-stop, pushing me to wall to sleep like a satay stick. (okay I don't know why satay stick. lol)

had a good traditional breakfast @ toastbox. C:
then checked out, headed to nair's dad's to catch 2 movies.
good weekend getaway! :D

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I'm lazy to type more.

I NEED TO STUDY GSC.

FOR THE FIRST AND LAST TIME. :C

So, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee folks!

Goodbye PW!

Life after OP?
On my lappy, plug in my ear piece(from my lost phone) & watch gossip girl while bueno-ing. :b
Texts & msn, no need to open any powerpoint nor google image search anymore!
LIFE'S GREAT, I supposed!

Had an engaging OP I guess.
Made the examiners laugh, lol. but my Q&A was tough. :( boo!
but who cares, it's all over now.
kudos to everyone! :D


Nair & Venus are finally taking their last O's challenge tmr!
all the best! C: hee.
& bon voyage to venus, bring some goodies back! hohoho~


Oh, but that lil pump deep inside is still trying to find the missing puzzle. :C

I'm so not prepared for band fest auditions. :S

Scorpio C:

Birth Date and Time:
November 6, 1992 4:30 PM
Birth Location:
Shanghai, China
Sun Sign:
Scorpio

Section 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others

You have a sensible and realistic outlook on life and your
two feet are always planted firmly on the ground (though you may,
on occasion, have your head in the clouds). Others often see you
as a rock of strength, solid, reliable, dependable, and constant.
You are, in fact, amazingly consistent for you possess great
powers of endurance and do not like to make changes or
adjustments in your regular routine. You do things deliberately
and methodically and do not easily accommodate the unexpected.
Though you have a gentle, even soft, appearance, you are
enormously strong-willed and stubborn. You go at your own pace
and refuse to be rushed or pushed into anything before you feel
sure about it. You can be coaxed and persuaded by charm, beauty,
love, or affection - but never forced. You won't fight either,
but simply stubbornly resist any attempt to coerce you to do
something you do not want to do.

Section 2: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation

Quiet, deep, emotionally complex and intensely private, you
are not a person who is easy to get to know and understand. You
are extremely sensitive but disinclined to show it, and you allow
only a special few into your inner world. Like a wary animal, you
are cautious and mistrustful of those you do not know until you
"sniff them out". You are very, very instinctive and intuitive.
You usually have a strong, immediate gut reaction to people, even
though you may be unable to clearly articulate why you feel as
you do. Your feelings and perceptions go deeper than words.


Quoted from Astrology.com

What a day.

First of all, thank you

Atika, Saiful, Teow, Zhenghan, Wanen, Jason Ong, Shuyi, Ellise, Siti, Valerie, Pamela, Daisy, Charlotte Choo, Aloysius, Azril, Joey Teo, Ming Ruey, Siyu, Jon Yap, Eugene Poh, Joey Rylie, Melvin Ng, Melvin Tay, Percy, Mr Lim See Poi(birthday buddy :o), Jasper Teo, Matthew Tong, Yuteng(thanks for the 'surprise'), Nair(for the call)

for the texts later in the day,
(sorry if I leave anyone out 'cos I'm really trying hard to remember 'cos I lost my phone.)


thank you

all those who wished me on facebook(at least it's still visible now).


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Thank you the awesome sexsome nutella front row gang for the beautiful surprise at my doorstep. Despite Siyu's spoiler, I was still shocked. I didn't know you guys can find your way here! Sorry for that ultra loud scream from my window, esp to phoebe. hahaha. :b

Thank you Phoebe for waking up @ 6am to bake that yummy brownie cake!
Thank you guys for waking up so early to come all the way to the west, and even went to Jurong Point for the first time just to get McDonald's big breakfast for me. (because you guys didn't know there's a McDonald's outlet opposite my house!) Thank you for the Jansport bagpack, we all can be Jansport buddies! & Yappy's my same design bag buddy. C: It was very touching, I swear. You guys are the bomb lah, THANK YOUUUU ONCE AGAIN. <3 Sorry guys, the photos taken in the morning are gone. :C


Thank you Memeks, despite the bad attendance.
Disappointed I may be, but still I guess it's the thought that counts. I miss all of you so much so much. :( Thank you atika & ahchoo for bringing me to pasir ris to ride the pony and that cute pink cake. C: Thank you memeks for that wonderful memeks' calendar, IT WAS SUPER DUPER NICE. I teared for 3 seconds and while looking at it and I quickly stop. :p I shall let the rest of you take a peek at it next week. C: Memeks' Day & all the memeks' birthdays are inside! Memeks have really grown huh, sigh, miss those good times when we used to stick around together everyday. Nevermind about that, we'll stick around together for life right? Right! :]

Thank you atika and ahchoo for cheering me up when I lost my phone.
Poor atika, she witnessed the lost of my phone twice this year and had to go around searching with me. hahaha. Sorry guys, for the lack of appetite during dinner. I was really upset with myself. The phone is only a month old! & I diligently saved lots of contacts today after they wished me happy birthday. And then, it's all gone again. :C & the photossssss taken! :( sigh.



Thank you atika, nathaniel(whoa, first time i'm typing your name properly!), norman au, matthew abraham, cheryl, melvin tay and david yee who tried your best to cheer me up on MSN yesterday night. :>


I guess I have to get on my feet and get going.
Couldn't even smile at my birthday cake at home. Daddy was being super sweet trying to make me smile, and he succeeded. C: I love the way how my parents' don't blame me when I lost my phone. Maybe they're used to it, maybe they know how clumsy their daughter is. But they don't scold, instead I'm the one feeling guilty, 'cos I guess I should stop worrying them. :( Thanks mummy and daddy, I love you. :*


Got to make a police report now.
Line's cancelled again. I feel so disconnected to the world without my phone. Mp3, SMS, Camera. :( People, please contact me via my house phone, if not text my mum's phone. 81385706 is unavailable temporary guys, wait till I get back my sim card okay! meanwhile, emo. I'm more emo than melvin tay alr. lol.


Need a lil love.
I can't stop thinking, ay, ever since god knows when.
Tell me whyyy.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!

TO YOURS TRULY! :D


I definitely had an exciting countdown, was super high during school and band today.
Cabbed home and got higher! LOL.
Rushed to the petrol station to treat myself to magnum mini & kinder bueno @ 11.55pm! HOW EXCITING RIGHT! I WAS RUNNING! HAHAHA, 自 HIGH! C:


Anyway!

Thank you Norman Au, for your super early birthday greeting via MSN @ 10.45pm!
Thank you Jian Loon, for your early-by-a-bit birthday greeting via SMS @ 11.57pm!
Thank you Marshy, for your early-by-a-bit birthday greeting via SMS @ 11.57pm!
Thank you Ahhui, for your early-by-a-teeny-weeny-bit birthday greeting via SMS @ 11.59pm!
Thank you Captain Charlotte, for your early-by-a-teeny-weeny-bit birthday greeting via SMS @ 11.59pm!
Thank you VenuSS, for your ON-THE-DOT(YOU STRIKE THE GONG MAN!) birthday greeting via phone call @ 12.00am sharp! Thanks for that first sweet birthday song! :D
Thank you David yee, for your ON-THE-DOT(too!) birthday greeting via SMS @ 12.00am!
Thank you Ahchoo, for your ON-THE-DOT(three!) birthday greeting via SMS @ 12.00am!
Thank you Tong, for your ON-THE-DOT(four!) birthday greeting via SMS @ 12.00am!
Thank you Joey loo, for your ON-THE-DOT(five!) birthday greeting via SMS @ 12.00am!
Thank you Cheryl cheong, for the birthday greeting via SMS @ 12.01am!
Thank you Joanne, for the birthday greeting via SMS @ 12.03am!
Thank you Ah siok, for the birthday greeting via SMS @ 12.04am!
Thank you Wongwong, for the birthday greeting via SMS @ 12.04am!
Thank you Phoebe, for the birthday greeting via SMS @ 12.07am!
Thank you Shuyi, for the birthday greeting via SMS @ 12.08am!
Thank you Dolly, for the birthday greeting via SMS @ 12.16am!
Thank you Ivan, for the birthday greeting via SMS @ 12.18am!

Thank you David(yee), Ahchoo, Laoshi, Chaoyong & Jewel for the birthday greetings via facebook!


All in all,
THANK YOU BERRY MUCH!!!

:D
May all you guys out there receive my birthday blessings for your OP & whatever!


Don't ask me why I'm so free to type now, I just am. hahahaha!
back to magnum now. :p

xoxo

3 words, 8 letters, Say it and I'm yours.

super cuteeee

omg anyone?!?!?!

Anyone has paypal or sth?
Help me buy & I'll pay you! Pretty please? C:

YIPPEEEEEEE~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WONGWONG!!! :D

Oh my, had fun catching up with my dear juniors. Miss you guys so much! Hope you guys are doing great in school! C:


& not to forget,

THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROUJING, YVONNE & LEINAHTAN/MEANIE GAY! :D
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY EDWARD & CELESTINE!

I love the month of November!
It's like a birthday marathon! So many people's birthdayssss consecutively, plus ME of course! :b

So, gotten back our final results yesterday.
While most of us are satisfied, my closed friends aren't. :c
Knowing that they won't be in your class next year, or even leaving Singapore, is so disheartening. :(
& phoebe got promoted! but she chose otherwise. sighhhh.
But whatever it is guys, I hope the best for you and support you wherever you are!
Marshall, remember our deal okay! C:
Take care guys, I'll miss you a lot! :(


Overslept today, but still gotta go back to school to do PW.
Oh well, can't wait to finish it! Who doesn't?
I think I see some light at the end of the tunnel already, shall go do some research. ^.^

I'm busy having breakfast with gossip girl now.
Toodles!

幸福小天使~

Today's a good good day other than the headache!
Slept till the sun rises and had an apple for breakfast. Poured away the milo 'cos a fly decided to drink a sip and yet drown in it. :o

Felt happy, a good day to start with!
GOSSIP GIRL. :D
thennnnn, had band. took cheryl's pills due to headache, and got high afterwards! hahaha.
practised hard today, good improvement, I like! C:
cheryl said I'm suffering from reactive depression. :(
Hope I'll recover soooooon, like I should stop being so ___________ (fill in yourself).

Had my first cake along with the november babies of the band. C:
& KINDER BUENOOOOO. <3
Oh my goodness, I was totally high after that.
Bus journey was the time to reflect with music plugged in my ears. Oh well, I guess I've to do some things to end my 16-hood on a sweet note. hee.

so anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENTING!
& ATIKA'S BRO. :D

All the best for results tomorrow.
Things happen for a reason, that's something I believe in. C:

I wish I could stop thinking, ay.

Halloween @ Night Safari yesterday was such an exercise!
We bought Admission only tickets and spent around half an hour trying to find out where to start(the entrance!). Because we didn't buy the tram tickets, but got misleaded by the ushers, we squeezed like crazy and even queued for the normal tram ride. -_-
& THEN, WE SPENT ANOTHER HOUR PLUS TOURING NIGHT SAFARI. LOL.
yes, we actually went hiking in the dark, looking at animals under the umbrella. -____-
but it wasn't that bad, even saw the damn fierce asian lion. lol!

passerby: hey, do you know where's the leopard?
atika: there's a lion over there!

HAHAHA. it doesn't sound funny here, but it made us laughed like @#$()&^%$!
tsk, atika I think you failed comprehension. Don't know how you get B for GP also. HAHAHA.

and when we got so sian & tired, we couldn't find our way out.
even had to take out the map and tried our best to recall geography map reading skills. mrs abdullah should be proud of us! hahaha!
& when we finally found our way out, we were so exhausted and almost thought of leaving.
Until we saw the 'bridge of never return' (but I returned anyway! lol :p), we went in. Thought it would be really scary, but nothing of that sort. TSK. must be the stupid rain that ruined the 'ghosts' makeup that they left. :c


& today, took a ride on cheryl's car to bukit batok after band 'cos it was raining and thundering like nobody's business(you can't even see the road properly!). met csi & msbbs and HEADED BACK TO BUONA VISTA. -_-
went holland V in search of something different to celebrate halloween.
1st step to sth different: ate @ Provence(sp), not bad! the milk bun ahchoo recommended tasted like custard, nice. C:
2nd step: eat frolicks to move you closer to 3rd step.
3rd step: DINE @ 2AM: DESSERTBAR.

love the ambience, the mood. very laid back and we were literally dining on bed. HAHAHA.
it's a bar man! :b luckily I wore pepek's mooks sweater over.
the dessert is yummmmy, reminds me of the french restaurant @ Swiss hotel.
Small portion but very classy. ^.^
we didn't even want to leave, stayed on for quite some time even after we're done with the desserts. :b

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done crying, I guess I have to start fighting.
"why do you have a member who looks like she doesn't want to come for band?"
sigh.
I don't know, quit asking. Hate to break down in front of others, hate to say out all these bottled up emotions.
I guess it's just me, others improved, I went otherwise.
Listened to Safari just now, it's been long huh.
Where did that youjing went to? :(
Thanks for your concern guys, I hope I won't disappoint you any further. Soon, okay?

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5 DAYS. :D

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MISS YU

Born on 6 November '92 in Shanghai, virgin trip on the airplane at the age of 3 when she moved to Singapore. First language was Shanghainese. Only child thanks to the one child policy back then. Sang in the Choir in Primary School, played the alto saxophone in the military band in Secondary School, then the tenor saxophone in the concert band in Junior College. Currently majoring in Linguistics & Multilingual Studies in NTU. Part time Beauty Advisor for Lancôme Paris. Tutor for Primary & Secondary School students.
Learnt some basic design sketching(fashion), yoga and modern jazz - and loved them. Loves travelling, beauty stuff, food, photography and languages. Learning 日本語, Française & la lingua italiana. Wants to learn German and play the cello.

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