17days to promos!

hello world!

I'm back from hell. :D
nah, still stucked in one actually. lol.


anyway, life's been busy.
busy studying like crazy and catching up and all. life sucks totally lah. I'm like mugging harder than O's. even O's weren't that bad. at least I can finish reading one science textbook in one day & totally understand it. NOW?!
FAT HOPE! You read 30 times also cannot get everything in your head. sigh.


so 本小姐 spent the whole week mugging hard. catching up with tutorials and all. feels good but tired. sigh, i'm falling sick again lah! sian :<
anyway stayed back two days and ate the free dinner cooked by our fellow schoolmate's parents! yum yum~
love jonyap's mummy's claypot rice ttm!
elim's mummy, ian's parents and phoebe's mummy were all there! so coincidental. hahaha
didn't get to try phoebe's mummy's veggie though! :(
but it was a good good dinner, feeeeeel the love and thus mug harder man! hahaha.
long queues everyday, good business! oh well, free food what, who doesn't want! :b


OH YA.
I was late on wednesday again.
but I swear the exit to North Buona Vista was jammed like crazy and thus the case. those on the bus were all cursing and swearing in our head man! so, there we go, DC! -_-
but that's not exciting yet.

on thursday, I had to miss the bus right in front of my face when I reached the bus-stop. so I waited for the double decker one.
& guess what? IT DIDN'T STOP AGAIN!!! 'cos it's packed. but the back of the bus was empty enough to squeeze in at least 4 people. ........wth!
so, I decided to act smart and took the next bus to JE interchange. but looking at the time, I decided to go down the next stop, and run to chinese garden interchange instead.
& while running, I SAW 198 BEHIND!
what a temptation.
so I ran to the nearest bus-stop and caught the bus.
STUPID BUS DRIVER!
when he almost caught up with the previous packed-like-sardines bus, HE DECIDED TO SLOW DOWN.
he stopped at every stop when nobody wants to alight & board, he just HAD TO OPEN AND CLOSE THE BLOODY DOOR AS IF THERE'S HUMANS AND WAIT FOR MORE VEHICLES TO PASS BEFORE HE DRIVE BACK TO THE MAIN LANE.
thanks so much man. I stared at him throughout the whole journey. HE'S RIDICULOUS!

because of that, I was late.
But the girl walking in front of me was smart enough.
she went to the toilet. LOL. I thought it was a clever move so I can escape DC, I diligently followed. HAHAHA.
upon hearing footsteps of high heels, I anxiously squat down on the toilet bowl cover. omg so stupid! and kept smsing phoebe to ask if assembly was over so I could end my misery. LOL.
so yeah, didn't get caught and wooohooo! :D


alright, life's about peanut & butter. okay random. LOL.
I HATE PEE DAAABAA EWW. (as how JoeyRylie NGGGGG pronounces it as :b)
can't wait to get over and done with man.

awards day next fri!
I so wanna crash but ...
AIYA, WHY CAN'T YOUJING BE SMARTER A BIT!? :(
stupid yingwee, whole day say I lousy. aiya, but I want to see memeks, ahhui & fellow ex classmates and friends take their awards!
siannnn.
Should I?


& yay!
cheryl's helping me buy famous amos cooooookies!
woohoo, crave crave crave!


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MING RUEY, AHCHOO & CHERYL CHEONG ON THE 14TH, 15TH & 16TH RESPECTIVELY! :D

Kissing disease.

090909

你唱你的戏，别让我陶醉其中。

The more I look at myself, the more disgusted I get.
I hate the rash.
Worse still, I don't even know what's the food that caused this allergy. What in the world.

I hate my immune system.
The lumps are still there, and before I can even recover, I get food allergy. D: Sigh, even my body is screaming at me.
Now, I'm having a stupid headache.

My laptop died one me.
It's malfunctioning recently. It hangs, MSN won't work suddenly, starts to lag anyhow randomly, sometimes can't even start. It doesn't even load to show me 'Welcome'. What?

My phone is dying too.
I can't receive messages suddenly and I've to restart to check if there's really no messages. & usually, I realised those people replied me long time back. This is freaking irritating.


What in the world is happening.
Suddenly, thoughts kept racing across my mind. I guess I've been thinking too much recently. Feel too much recently. Getting emotional too much without I myself knowing it. Before I know it, I might have already broken down within.


“我们人类经常以为我们已经尽力了，但事实上，我们只是尽力，并没有尽全力。”
“我们经常单方面思考事情，为了自己，我们往往忽略了对方的感受。”
What do you think?
Some things are worth the pursue, some things you've tried once, twice, and when it fails again. You ponder if you've done the right thing. Time to give up or is it right for you to ask for an rightful answer?

Breathe loneliness.
Breathe again.


我是在等待奇迹出现，还是在等自己面对现实？

--

I seriously think I need to be more productive.
Done throwing tantrums.
Done crying.
Time to get up and do something.

Bye.

Train of thoughts, zoooooom

Discovered that I had rashes after bathing in the morning.
Super gross. :(

and after a long day, it's coming back again.
it's not the normal rashes I usually got, it's in patches. AIYA VERY DISGUSTING! :(


today's such a tiring day.
didn't do anything 'cos of such a big errand we had to run.
the product better be good!


Should I go for physics tuition tmr?
D:
it's so far, and I don't know anyone, so weird. like I'm going to join in suddenly. aiyo, haven't been to a tuition for a long long long longggggg time.
the last one was primary school, morris ellen or sth, for english! just realised. LOL.



It feels good to keep myself occupied.
but daddy is getting paranoid over me spending too much time outside the house. he classify me as a sick person still 'cos of the lumps! :(
gotta study my ass off this week and make sure I do damn well for promos.
my sciences are so weak. sighhhh.
keeping things off my mind is goooood, or maybe I'm too numb to feel anything already.

I declared, "It feels good~"

Life stinks.

Wanted to stay positive today but the morning ruins it all.


I woke up at 5.30+am, hoping to complete my ionic equilibrium revision.
I did, and I even left house earlier than usual so that I'll not miss my 198 at around 6.50am.
(I left house at around 6.35am, reached the bus-stop at 6.40am.)

Happily waited for quite some time, all the bus came except 198.
Was full of hopes 'cos it wasn't 7.50am yet.
As the time ticks every second, I got more and more anxious.
I see those who were with me at the bus-stop boarding their buses one by one, even the ones who came later boarded their bus.(which means some bus already came twice or even thrice.)
it's 6.53am, FINALLY 198 IS HERE.
but guess what?
It's packed like sardines, the bus did stop, but those who came later(oh well, I don't want to say but it just seems like if you're not kiasu, you will be at a disadvantage) managed to squeeze up the bus. Not me. 'cos I gave way.(how clever when I was the earliest among them to be at the bus-stop)

6.56am.
I was full of hope to see another single deck 198 to come along. It usually does. But just NOT TODAY.
6.58am.
I got pissed. I gave up.
I ran off the bus-stop, pondering whether I should go Chinese Garden MRT or just hitch a cab.
I realised it was too late to catch the train.
Stopped along some main road near Chinese Garden MRT and tried to get a cab. It was freaking 7am already, PEAK HOUR CHARGE START ALREADY LAH!!!
Still, greenlight taxis turn red as they drove past me when I waved frantically like an idiot at them. WTH!?

Left with no other choice, booked a cab.
Cab came at 7.12am.
Still hoping to be on time.
I did.
Got into the school, ran up to the hall.
Guess what?
I'm just less than 10 steps away from the usual line standing outside the hall.
FREAKING 10 STEPS. I did not miss the assembly.
but guess what?
Ms CH decided to come to this group of people and book them down for DC. I'm one of them.
How nice.

Sway.
what more can I say?


Then, peace has yet to come.


As I was already in the line, Ms CH who recognised me since I was her favourite student in the previous DC(long story) saw my eye-catchy pink converse sneakers.
There I go.
She confiscated my ez-link card and reprimanded me.
Gave her some stupid excuse but to no avail.
Told me she's gonna give it to HOD of SD(oh, Prince of Sax's IDOL) and I'll go get it during my 1st break and she'll lend me a pair of WHITE SHOES to put on.


1st break.
Looked for her, saw band TIC sitting in front of her. :o
nevermind about that. she listened to my excuse but still insist I should have 2 pairs of white shoes. -____- Oh well, still better than CH.
So, she told me to choose a pair from a box.
Choices were little, and they were all freaking large.
Disgusted, I asked if I can see her during my next break 'cos I've got chem test in 2minutes.
She gave up. :D
Told me to see her tmr morning to show her my proper pair of shoes.


Yay.



Still, what a way to start my day.



Hate my sudden headaches.
Hate cramps.
Hate periods.
pmspmspmspmspmspms

Kick that habit away.

I was checking my email regarding OCIP when I saw another email from ahhui.
It has no subject so initially, I thought it was some virus mail.
but when I clicked on it, I BURSTED OUT LAUGHING. HAHAHAHA.



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Born on 6 November '92 in Shanghai, virgin trip on the airplane at the age of 3 when she moved to Singapore. First language was Shanghainese. Only child thanks to the one child policy back then. Sang in the Choir in Primary School, played the alto saxophone in the military band in Secondary School, then the tenor saxophone in the concert band in Junior College. Currently majoring in Linguistics & Multilingual Studies in NTU. Part time Beauty Advisor for Lancôme Paris. Tutor for Primary & Secondary School students.
Learnt some basic design sketching(fashion), yoga and modern jazz - and loved them. Loves travelling, beauty stuff, food, photography and languages. Learning 日本語, Française & la lingua italiana. Wants to learn German and play the cello.

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