STUPID MSN!!!

CAN ANYONE TELL ME HOW TO CHANGE PROXY SETTINGS OF MSN?!
I SWEAR MY FIREWALL HAS NO PROBLEM.
I TRIED SIGNING IN 99999999 TIMES BUT STILL FAILED AT 'KEY PORTS'.
RESTARTED, DOWNLOADED ONE MORE MSN, STILL CANNOT!!
IF YOU CAN SAVE ME, TEXT ME NOW!
I'LL OWE YOU ONE! THANKS!!! :D


I'M FREAKING PISSED NOW. D:

TO HELL WITH LUMPS!!!

I woke up on Wednesday morning, felt a lump on the left side of my neck.
went to school, more lumps popped out. :(

It didn't go away on thurs, neither on friday.
Skipped school on friday to see the doctor, was being very paranoid before that.
I don't feel anything, just felt that my neck is swollen.
Doctor took my temperature and said I'm having fever.
asked me to 'ahhh' and told me my throat is swollen.
checked my nose and said I have nose infection.
WTH?!

and before that, because of the long queue at the clinic for god knows what reason, went to walked around the neighbourhood with daddy.
he yakked and yakked and yakked non-stop.
oh well, I know he's concern, very very concerned about my life routine indeed.
suddenly, I finally know why he's always so over-protective of me.
he knows I'm so not independent(oh no, sigh), he knows I do not know how to protect myself. he sees from my daily life routine how I treated myself.
he sees me evolve into someone who's so determined in her studies, always shouting 'never give up, just go on, go on, don't stop' in her heart. she's willing to sacrifice her sleeping hours in exchange for a few more questions of tutorial done. to her, results seem to be the utmost important thing now.

but she realised, she has hurt her parents, her over-worried daddy and mummy.
Have any of your dads tell you not to be so determined in studies, and he doesn't mind you retaining? Mine just did.
Insane? yes, I can't believe it.
I realised my parents don't really give me stress, up till now, it's all along myself. I pushed myself to the limit that I can just crush myself unknowingly.
I'm in this competitive environment all along, and it spurs me on.
I realised a trend of myself since secondary school: I always never fail to do badly for the 1st year, and excel the 2nd year(though not the best).
My results in secondary 1 was horrendous, but it improved tremendously in secondary 2 to allow me to qualify for the triple science stream.
My results in secondary 3 was terrible, but it improved again in secondary 4, at least with decent O level grades.
maybe it's like that once again.
maybe maybe maybe.

but right now, in JC, you don't even know if you can pass.
you used to think if you can get A in sec sch, now, you think if you can even pass to get promoted.

maybe I should learn how to loosen up.
but easier said than done.
I'm so tired, I'm so lost. :'(


Feel a sudden gush of loneliness.
I need my vitamin.

♥♡; 把心存进幸福银行里

Mundane mundane mundane life I'm leading. :( Zzzzz.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR 31ST! :D
& 4th sep, and hopefully, I'll mug like crazy for promos and ace them all and get the best progress award. HAHAHA.


Oh well, daddy found me a physics tutor that seems good enough.
But the tuition centre is @ Bishan, 7-9pm on wednesdays or sundays. wth?
Go?
Don't go?
Yes?
No?
Anyone?
Someone?
Tell me LAH.



Sian.
off to read my econs package.
no more nightmares please.

Chemistry SPA in 1h45min!

Can't wait for it to be over man!
This whole week is about school work, school work and more school work, non-stop!
Can't even take a proper breath or break, 'cos before you know it, the teacher will be going through the tutorial the very next day.
You do it at the speed or tortoise 'cos you think need think, refer back to your notes etc, and the next day, the teacher just go through it at the speed of lightning.
At this pace, I don't even have to think about any breaks already lah. -_-

Oh well, can't wait for promos to end.
End my misery for the year.
Oh shit, PW is such a choreeeee.
Need to chiong PW for tonight, how scary. :( Goodbye to my beauty sleep!


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HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SIYU! :D
& It's the start of HUNGRY GHOST FESTIVAL today! hahahaha

hyperventilating :o

PHYSICS SPA TMR!!!
Freaking nervous! :(


lots of stuffs, so lil timeeee.
need to do lots of catching up for physics, need to do PW WR & EOM like @#)*&^%$#@#$%^&!
Irritatingggg!


HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY, VENUSS! :D
get well soooooon, may you have a speedy recovery!
good luck for your prelims the week after next too! hahaha

Congratulations, Mr & Mrs Hassan!

FINALLY!

Memek MSBBS turns 17!

wishing upon the ___,
while the camera snapped the precious moment. :)

yay, wishes are granted, sooooon!

stay hopeful! :D

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will blog about national day and atika's wedding soon, till then,

goodmorning people!

school starts tmr! :s

WE LOVE THE NUTELLA KING! :D

Chiong Chiong CHIONGGG!!!

Very very determined to do well this term no matter what.
I feel the mugger spirit already, woohoo!

Physics CA tmr.
Circular motion, Work Energy & Power, Dynamics.
I'M OUT TO CONQUER YOU.
:D


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HAPPY 17TH, SHUYI! (:

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Born on 6 November '92 in Shanghai, virgin trip on the airplane at the age of 3 when she moved to Singapore. First language was Shanghainese. Only child thanks to the one child policy back then. Sang in the Choir in Primary School, played the alto saxophone in the military band in Secondary School, then the tenor saxophone in the concert band in Junior College. Currently majoring in Linguistics & Multilingual Studies in NTU. Part time Beauty Advisor for Lancôme Paris. Tutor for Primary & Secondary School students.
Learnt some basic design sketching(fashion), yoga and modern jazz - and loved them. Loves travelling, beauty stuff, food, photography and languages. Learning 日本語, Française & la lingua italiana. Wants to learn German and play the cello.

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