untitled.

not realising it, i'm already turning into a perfectionist.
i can't stand little errors.

and i'm feeling mean.
& i get the satisfactory when i break some codes or some sorts.
MUAHAHAHA.

and.
STRAWBERRY STUFFS ARE 2ND ON MY SHOPPING LIST! :D
i have no idea what to do on sunday! :/
can you please be intelligent enough to know what to ask and what not to.

CONFESSION!

VENUS CONFESSED TO ME!
3 TIMES 15 TIMES SOME MORE! :p

totally random #480

i'm going bonkers about my hair.
GEEEEE.
I MISS MY HAIRRRRR.
i feel so hairless.
i feel so insecure without the BIG LUMP of hair in front of my eyes. :P
GAH.


&
many things settled, many thing UNsettled.
but i shall leave everything behind for tomorrow! :P
and please please,
i don't wanna screw up friday's performance!
i screwed it up for SYF, for SYF showcase during assembly.
THIS IS THE LAST ONE.
NO SCREWING UP PLEASE!
*pray hard & crossed fingers!
and it'll be the last performance we're gonna have with our sec 4s before we step down! :D


okay.
GONNA DO SECTION TEE SOOOOON.
like FINALLY!
wahahaha.
pray for an success man!


& i'm confused.
everything for don't know what.
i've got thousand & one things to settle.


YAY JJ TOMORROW WILL BECOME MORE ATTRACTIVE.
WAHAHAHAHA. :D
it's crucial period, boy. <3


anyway.
i'm sick of this skin already.
cause i didn't realise i'm that stupid sad face.
and i don't know why i changed my blogskin anyway.
& nothing else. :D

so, i shall look for another one again.
wahahaha.


&
no more miscommunications please. :x
i feel damn paiseh la. lol


at least doubts are cleared now.


CMBIANS!
please remember consent forms! :D
and i hope POP would be a success.
and Sec 3s' S.T.O.M.P performance!!
band break's not gonna be a break!


Jurong Island is rather boring.
actually all i can remember is, there's 2 fire stations in Jurong Island currently.
and they're gonna build a new one.
then there will be 3.
and they will take 8 minutes to reach whatever destination or something like that.
then they say it's not enough.
and the security is super tight, can't even take out handphone. >.<

and.
i'm busy the whole of this weeeeeek.
busy busy~




ANYBODY INTERESTED?
cause i'm not gonna give my parents the tickets. :x
tickets are FOC!



& it's vesak day tomorrow!


and no more badminton!
& i want shoppppping. :D


and.
i don't know what to say already.
anyway Pirates of the Carribean is nice.
wahahaha.
Jack Sparrow. LOL.
Chow Yun Fatt's "WELCOME TO SINGAPORE"!

alright.
i'm waiting for POP.
HAHAHA.
somehow someone's ego level's gonna rise like nobody's business.
heh.



GOODNIGHT :]

i lost the confidence,

of presenting myself in front of others! ):


MY HAIR! ):
the screwed up hairdresser cut so fast, i see my hair flying all over me.
SO MANY STRANDS just got snipped off.
):

and he was still snipping happily .
i think i know why he has become a hairdresser.
cause he somehow gets the joy after snipping so much of his customer's hair.
and within a short period of time, 3/4 of my hair is gone. O_o

my hair is damn damn damn damn damn damn thin now.
GAH.

screw that hairdresser.
i told him a little.
so 3/4 to him was little. GEE.


i never have a successful haircut in my life.
from what i can remember.
everytime after the cut, it's always so screwed up.
and i've got to wait for it to grow long.
then when things hair got into place, it started growing longer even faster.
and it poked my eye, and teachers complain about my hair.
and therefore(3 dots), i've got to go to the salon.
AND the cycle repeats.
i hate this. ahhh


i'm feeling hairless.
there's so little hair.
AHHH.
& my pathetic fringe..
just drove me nuts.


why can't they just cut properly?!



& you don't understand what i want.
sigh.

NEW DRINK!

ANYTHING & WHATEVER IS SO HOT NOW.

anything will do, i will take whatever you give me. :D

Random #477

my blog has got 477 posts!
i'm so proud of that!
happily waiting for #500 to come & everybody shall celebrate with me!
wahahaha. [x
pretty lame, but whatever! LOL

and this blog's born in 2nd April 2005!
the day when Atika turns 13! LOL.
and she's already 15 now.
thus my blog is 2 years + 1 month old. :D


& i'm happily waiting for next sunday to come.
YAY. :]
it's gonna be a exciting day.
i just can't forget what has happened on 3rd June 2005!
next sunday, it'll be officially 2 years! :D
woots!

JJ will become more attractive! as said by my CCJ.
( p/s JJ is not that singer that Leeling's crazy over, but my BOLSTER! = Jason Junior. :p )

i'm gonna be so bored tomorrow.
everybody's going out.
i've got nothing SOMETHINGS to do, it's just that i've got to stay at home to do that SOMETHINGS, and i'm be so lonely. ):
nobody to talk to. actually can talk, just that he'll be busy with his projects. ):

OKAY.
I SHALL GO SNIP OFF MY FRINGE TOMORROW.
yeah right.
i shall just trim okay.
i've got no guts to do anything much to my fringe.
or i wlll look OFF-CENTRE. :x

i want to rebond again!
actually soft rebonding will do. :]

CHIONG BAND CAMP SCHEDULE!!

and.
many things to catch up on!
WILL BE BUSY THINKING. (x

but i shall not do anything now.
i will do ALL THE THINGS after i've gotten my BEAUTY SLEEP! :D
come on, it's been long since sleeping beauty has got her beauty sleep. (x
cause i'm too busy saving the world when VENUS is eating SUSHI.
now it's her turn when i'm having my beauty sleep.
MUAHAHAHA.


till tomorrow,
goodnight blog-ders!

disappointment ah!

Results are extremely disappointing.
as mentioned in the remarks, i've not performed as well as expected.
and it's so so so far from expectations!
i thought i tried my best, i doubt myself now.

OKAY.
so i shall chiong in semester 2.
CHIONG AHHHHH! like nobody's business. wahaha.

L1R5 get at least 12 for EOY! :D
come on, WORK!


many many things to do now.
so it's gonna be day camp.
so little time, yet so much to complete.
and i'm not coping well enough now. :/
加油啦，尤婧！


ate chicken rice for lunch today with Mr Tan, liling and jessica.
it have been so long since i last ate chicken rice!
yummy~

i hope POP will be success!
:D


SHOPPPPPPING TIME!
i want that STRAWBERRY STUFF.
YAY.

if only you were sweeter..

SO MANY THINGS YET SO LITTLE TIME. )':


our band camp schedule didn't work. cause it's rushed out.
then we have to plan everything again because it's changed to day camp.
which i think won't be effective.
SO WE MUST MAKE IT EFFECTIVE DESPITE THE SHORT HOURS.
ahhh. how?


ellise is running away to Taiwan!

okay stop digressing.
wahaha. (x


then.
so many many things to do.
& now i've to do the sec 1s attendance for term 2.
i've totally forgotten where i put the list lar! ahhhh!
:/
save me.


MANY MANY THINGS TO DOOOOOOOOOOOO.

& my dad keep giving me MOTIVATIONAL TALKS.
which is what he claimed.
but i totally don't think so.
and he say he's not pressurizing me. yet he's doing it.
GAH.
yeah man, i should really reflect why i've got such LOUSY RESULTS. ):


kill me.


nah. i shall stay alive for the sake of my loved ones
wahahaha.

okay stop digressing !


then.
there's this stupid math story. which i've got ABSOLUTELY no idea what i'm going to do.
and i just realised we've got to do a draft!
Okay, so where did my dear huiying and theresa go?!
REPLY MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
thankyou.


and THANKYOU all those who helped in the class deco!
your efforts are appreciated!
:D
cheers man! i like the painting! hohoho
more decorations to go!
& SHOPPING AT IKEA!! heh.


last and very least, (LOL)
i've got nothing to say already.
and please give me some moral courage people :D

♡ bubbbbbble tea!

I WANT TO DRINK BUBBLE TEA!!! :D
i miss the chewing of the pearls. muahahaha
the sweeeeet taste!


went out yesterday with jasonong to IMM after he had played his basketball and arcade. ._.
wanted to buy bubbletea from sweetalk.
then! it was closed. as in all the shops at the central area was all closed. O_o
boo! there goes my bubbletea!!
but at least he promised to buy one today!
hooray! :D


but where? hm.


the DDs are happening man! :x



and Sohniya created a blog!
okay it's NOT DONE.
what's up with the new blogger.
because it kept claiming there's error, eg. "the "body" does not have an end tag "".
i don't even understand what they are trying to say.
then they should just edit it for me.
and i don't see any error in it.
& i tried the same template without doing anything to it in my own blog.
with the old format and all those.
it worked out perfectly fine can!
what's up with the new blogger?!?!?!?


i kept starring at the html codes until my eyes went crazy lar. GEE.
never mind, i shall see what i can do with it.
so it's under construction!!


anyway,
what's with the teachers.
so fast rushing topics already. sian.
and i've got chemistry and a math homework.
and e math and english(corrections).
lalala.
this is so boring.
i thought i could like take a break. :/


never mind.
i just want my bubbletea.
WEEE~

sheer romance

完美主义不再有。

浪漫主义还是现实主义？
我宁可像童话，也不要真实。
或许，逃避是最愚蠢的方法，但也是最英明的办法。


来世在自己的手里，自己掌握。
(i just feel like saying this setence. wahaha)

just let me break away.

check out under my navigations!
Word of the Day everyday! :D
note them down in your little notebook! hohoho.
fill you with many many new vocabs!
obviously, i think i'm the one who need it most. lalala. but whatever! muahahaha


and of course my Cbox!
heh heh. blended blended. like finally! cause i'm too lazy, with the 2 stupid colours that's snatching the limelight!
TAG TAG TAG PEOPLE.
you know what. as you can see from the hits everyday, there are people visiting YET without tagging. ):
you see, i've already mentioned, please KINDLY/ STINGLY tag. yet nobody tags. ):
my tagboard's so dead. lalala!

SS! where's my daily taggings huh?!
i shall forgive you since your modem don't like you anymore has broken down. :x hahaha.


and i like the autosave thing in new blogger.
at least those LONG LONG LONG posts that we spend so much time typing won't be gone.
which has not happened to me for quite some time.
yay! cause i'm regular customer! muahahaha!
i'm glad that my Blogger is perfectly fine!
yay! cause my Blogger loves me. :D
Pink Strawberry's in action! almost everyday!
lololol. ego level's rising~


anyway.
was supposed to go to Far East Plaza.
but cancelled. :/
I WANT TO GO OUT.
MEMEKS! where have you people gone to?!!?!?
disappointment ah!


----

what's with selfishness?
yeah, human's selfish in nature. ALL humans okay.
don't be childish and naive thinking there's selfless people.
no matter how selfless a person is, there's still a selfish side to think about oneself.
small little things can prove you selfish.

but, sometimes being selfish to too large an extent makes people feels sick.
sick of you.
sigh, i shouldn't say that.
but whatever you've said doesn't apply to all these.
maybe i care too much about myself too.
but sometimes i just need that attention, you don't know.
neither would i force you to know. it won't be a great difference if it's done by force.

what's the use of sorry then?
i just don't understand why people say sorry, yet they continue to do it.
just because you think it should remain in this manner?
then that "sorry" is just a plain comfort to yourself, it doesn't mean anything to the person you're apologising to.
you're trying to run away from responsibilities.
running away from all the problems you're going to face.
you just merely help yourself, escaping.
yeah, so selfish of you to say you're actually selfish.
so selfish of you to admit it.

i'm getting sick and tired of all these.
i didn't expect much, did i? i don't think so.
in fact, i don't want anything much.
i just want it simple and sweet.
much of a job? nah.

sigh, i'm walking endlessly.
i don't know when to stop.
maybe one fine day, i'll just get so tired and restless, and break down and die there.
muahahaha

so difficult?
beyond limitations?
sigh, why?

okay, never mind.
they're rhetorical questions.

but i really need hints.


-----------


pardon me.
i think i'm driving myself crazy.


come on, just date me people!
i'm so bored.
rottttting away

Labels: confession

stop piercing me.

Happy Birthday Mummy Min! :D














i'm not in the mood to say anything else.
i'm being stabbed. i thought you know me.

i've lied to myself

i thought i was prepared for the worst.
but it turn out to be even more worse.
oh, right.


far from expected.
so far, that i was not prepared by the suiside bombs.
sigh, what to do now?


i feel damn 失败。
i studied so hard, and .. turns out to be like bullshit.
sigh.


i'm super proud of 3/5.
i'm super proud of my own class.
congratulations for hitting the Combined Humanities target.
but i'm super NOT proud of myself.
pass, merely a border line pass.
i studied like crazy and this is what i get.
maybe too crazy.
and i should learn to write faster. really faster, much much much much faster.


congratulations to me for failing English.
good luck to me, or i will have to retain.
wahahahaha.


digressing,
Off Centre.
it made me feel super weird.
but the effects and lighting was whoa.
some reflections. lol
didn't cry though, some more the laughing in between interrupted my emotions.
and the kicking of the benches. -.-
well, Vinod shouldn't have died.
it's such a pity.


back to topic.
got back all MYE papers already.
one A2. that's how pathetic i am.
i shouldn't have entered triple science.
my sciences are like shit.
i don't even know what's my forte already.
it's like my better subjects are deproving like nobody's business.
everybody's catching up, i'm walking backwards.


help!

i don't care.
i'm gonna strive like nobody's business next term.
and get at least 3As for EOY.
3As out of 9 subjects. that's not a lot right?
& currently i'm getting 1 A2 for 9 subjects.
i shall not find excuses.


go youjing!


i'm not in the mood to have fun.
sigh.
so many homework come piling up again. :/



last but not least,
Happy Birthday Josephine!

yes, atrocious.

my geography's ATROCIOUS, commented Mrs Abdullah.
wahahahaha.
i shall stop smiling in front of her.
1 mark also don't wanna let me pass. wth.




SIGH.




everything seems out of control.
whatever!
i'm prepared for the very very very very worse for English and History.









失望了!!!!!

back to classroom!

bandies~

saxophoneeee! (it was spelt as saxAphone on it! gee)

buttttton ear!

view from band room

muahaha! pigs drawn by theresa~

rafiq drew this.

WOOT.

WHERE IS MY INSTRUMENT?!!?!? *runs to NYJC

what are they doing? lol

BACK TO CLASROOM TODAY!
yay finally exam's over. HOHOHO!
got back some papers.
screwed? lalala.
5 papers coming up tomorrow. :]
currently L1R2 is 10points.
alamak already right! AHHHHH!
okay, i shall seeee.

went to Band room after the chinese compo competition.
muahahaha. 创新？ anyhow whack lar! lol
& so unfortunately, my Yamaha Custom's not back yet.
played rafiq's instrument. it's WEIRD. O_o
i want my instrumenttttt.

------
YESTERDAY:


so many toilet papers + tissue boxes + tissue packets!

I'M USING THIS. LOL

my mum threw beautex & the other one aside. O_o


lemon tea!

my cam went out of battery & died in this state with the lenses out. LOL

menus!

they ran out of plates due to the overwhelming customers. thus they gave us CHILDREN BOWLS! :/

mummy & me

again~

i love AJISEN

tongues out!

what's with this?

Labels: random photos

好心情 Just Be Yourself

oh my, i'm feeling HIGH! :D
i feel like jumping & dancing! O_o

MUAHAHAHA.
someday i shall learn SuperModel's dance steps.
YAY!


& i'm feeling sexy! (uh-oh)
i'm feeling HOT lar. :D

i can't wait to go outttttt.
weeeeee~

Happy Mother's Day!

it's 1.11pm !
i'm bored at home. )x

after reading some news from some S.H.E forum, got so fed up with the media lar.
what's with them?
why must they keep picking on 中国话？
政治是政治，不要联撤到音乐！
他们真是没学问，到透顶！
就为了炒新闻？简直过分！
没听过音乐是国际化的吗？
绿色艺人又如何？不是又如何？
她们只是纯粹为了玩新花样，符合PLAY的意思。结果是什么？
搞不懂，媒体真是复杂啊。


whatever.
i suddenly feel so pissed with the media.


i feel so guilty for not buying anything for my mummy. :x
never mind, shall get her one Mother's Day cum birthday present.
by next friday! :D


i realise, it's been so long since i stayed at home, not doing any homework. :D
but i still want to go out !
Date me date me!


我们都在偷偷的长大 ^-^

if you had never appear,
things would be different now.

things and situations changed.

because of you.


things way back were simple, now everything's complicated.
it's in a good way, yet in a bad way.

sometimes you really don't understand and you tried so hard to.
what for?
sometimes it's better to be ignorant.

Labels: confession

don't blink!

atika & me!

i want the 2 lollipops!

chocolate + marshmallows ROCKS. :D indeeeed. yummy~


leeling & me. + small portion of saiful's head. lol!

OH MY, nobody's gonna dare to touch the spongebob already. unlucky buyer! XD

sohniya, it's not that difficult to smile! (uhoh don't smack my face!)

rosessssss. <3

i'm always with PINK roses! saiful's trying to be Geoffrey.


HAHAHA, safetywoman!

sohniya, don't snatch the spotlight! :x

elmo~

look at saiful!

WE LOVE PINK ROSES. :(


exactly.

we love PONGPONGs.

LOL!

with SAFETYWOMANNNN!

I STOLE SAFETY WOMAN'S BLUE HELMET! YAY


This is NTU.

i don't know what i'm doing.

SAIFUL BOHARI. HAHAHA

see i'm working hard. XD

I LOVE THIS! YUMMMY!


7-eleven corner mirror.

Delphine & Sarannya

okay, flu bug attacked me you see, as always.

there's this BIG TEDDY BEAR in NUS.

some Indian festival? so lighty!


this is NUS.

ya we should just drop there & stop studying. :D

fazilah, me & sohniya.

sarannya was doing this.

and i was doing this. LOL

one fine day after don't-know-what SPA, we went to West Mall popular, BOK & WANEN was trying to see the palm line stand for what. 算命!!

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MISS YU

Born on 6 November '92 in Shanghai, virgin trip on the airplane at the age of 3 when she moved to Singapore. First language was Shanghainese. Only child thanks to the one child policy back then. Sang in the Choir in Primary School, played the alto saxophone in the military band in Secondary School, then the tenor saxophone in the concert band in Junior College. Currently majoring in Linguistics & Multilingual Studies in NTU. Part time Beauty Advisor for Lancôme Paris. Tutor for Primary & Secondary School students.
Learnt some basic design sketching(fashion), yoga and modern jazz - and loved them. Loves travelling, beauty stuff, food, photography and languages. Learning 日本語, Française & la lingua italiana. Wants to learn German and play the cello.

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