it's never been easy, at all.

I'm tired.
enough said, this explains it all.
I wonder how long can I run, with my stamina that's getting weaker & weaker by the day.


It wasn't easy at first, neither is it any simpler now.
sometimes i tell myself - It's all worth it.
but when will this sentence ever show it's value?
Ha-ha.


Who doesn't have mood swings?
just that some people decided to hide it while some just show straight on the face.


sometimes i wonder if i've got split personality, or is it that I've changed?
whatever it is, it's never been easy.
sometimes talking to a non-living thing makes you feel better, sometimes you just need a listening ear.
it depends, for me.


sometimes i just feel like letting go, leaving all those sorrows behind.
but it's never possible.
or maybe one fine day, i can't stand it anymore, i'll just break down and walk away.


who would want such a thing to happen to themselves?
but I wonder what's my limit, how long can I tolerate?
maybe one day, when it's toppling me down, and i fall & i can't stand up.





许多人只懂道理，并不懂真理。
许多人只会说，并不会做。
那还有什么用？
因为不实际吗？
不，因为我有看过实实在在的例子。

他是真的不懂，还是装傻？
或许他懂，却不要跟着心走。
我很累。
为什么每次只有一方的付出？
这样太累了。
或许我太自私，但我一直都是这么认为的。

若我有一天走了，谁会伤心？

我知道那是很愚蠢的问题。
但我不懂谁虚情假意，谁真的关心我。
当我是白痴或笨蛋好了，当我是不懂分辨是非的小孩好了。
我突然很想知道。

天啊！
我要发疯了！


你知不知道你的每一句话，每一个举动，都能影响我？

我要躺下来，看星星一闪一闪的在天空闪烁。
就一个人，静静的。

或许最终我们需要冷静，享受一个人寂寞的空间。




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SYF is in 4 weeks.
Mrs Teo came to hear us play Night Safari with Ms Teo(not her daughter).
her comments aren't reasonable .
Gold with Honours?
ha-ha.
let us secure our Gold medal first before we say the "HONOURS".
we might not have the Honour after all.


Sometimes i feel happy to play Jericho.
especially when play non-stop.
but it's difficult lar, with no mistakes in between.
work work work!

sigh.
so many things to do.


but i shall just work like nobody's business.
tests & tests.
lalala. i can't even ace any of them lar.
GND.


& Sohniya cut her hair.
no comments, still looked weird to me.

Class Tee.
base colour- Limegreen. lime lime lime lime.
Gradient - medium purple to orange
front - blue & yellow

whatever the combination. lol
please don't look tooooo ugly, anything will do.


Oh ya!

& Venus the safety woman finally knocked into some pole!
you need a safety man lar. LOL



tata

Labels: confession

ba ba ba BOOM.

OKAY.
read this, SOHNIYA NAIR.
i hereby announce i have serious mood swings.
lol.


i can just get pissed off over small things.
ah, youjing's crazy sometimes.
but i don't remember myself being like that last time. O_o
& why my computer become so laggy?
gah.


DG came to Band today.
hm, i wonder if whatever he says will help.
but whatever, we've got trust ourselves already.
FIVE WEEKS TO SYF.
that's really scary.
cross fingers we're gonna make it.
going conference hall next friday already!
no lessons. lol.
i wasn't so excited to miss lessons like we're in lower sec.
scared can't catch up then die.
except ESPECIALLY A Math!


stupid lagginess.
update later.

yay!
11.59pm & I'M BLOGGING!
mind you, there's school tomorrow.

okay it's 12am now.
there's school laterrrr!
cause i had the sudden urge to blog.
cause i need to print the geography research.
then my printer's low ink, the papers all coming all WHITE.
which is equals to it's printing nothing.
oh my goodness.

so i need to on my dad's laptop.
print from the other printer.


zzzz.


& i can't believe huiying's BATHING at this HOUR.
-.-
& she can eat dinner from 7 - 10pm.
wowwwwwww.
okay that's call 慢慢享用, i suppose?
but wayyy to 慢 already. hahaha


i wonder.

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oh! polka dots. my new love.
bye!

猪!你新年快乐!

guess what!
i washed the toilet!
oh my your God!
that's the first time in my life man! haha
tiring ah!
scrub here & there.
this is so crazy lar.
but an experience though, becoming housewifeProfessional 女强人 ah! cause i'm superWoman you see! haha.


watching 我猜我猜我猜猜猜!
Selina & Hebe hosting with Jacky Wu!
nice nice. heh heh
too bad Ella's not there. if not it will be so cooooool lar.
cooler than ever.
it's not so cool now.
it's so HOT now. HAHAHA


going Sentosa to see the flower exhibition i suppose.
according to Daddy You. LOL
actually today one lor, then raining he don't want go out! -.-
wasted one day at home.
never do homework. heh heh


I love Hana Kimi! :D




not for fashion, but for passion.
so you've got words, we've got actions!

reunion dinner!

reunion dinner?
ya! actually i'm having reunion dinner everyday lar.
so yesterday's reunion dinner was no big dealjust like any other day. haha
went to Crystal Jade restaurant for dinner with daddy & mummy.
was so blessed that we got a seat! haha.
usually it's always long queue or no seats already.
then want eat always cannot. so it was somehow a FINALLY! haha.
the lights inside was dim, somehow romantic. lol
too bad, it's not valentines. (x

anyway the whole place was so quiet.
cause all shops are closed except food restaurants.
especially fast food. lol
the lights are so brightly lit!

my parents became so hyper yesterday night.
& we started taking photos ourselves!
funny lar. hahaha
even the staffs in the restaurants are looking at us. haha

lunch at pepperlunch.

me!

i don't understand why mummy wants to shoot the orange. lol

i think daddy looks weird!

happy 3 friends!

chicken steak.

salmon steak.

beef steak.

salad! yumyum

happy cny eve!

Happy Valentines!

情人节快乐！ ｡✖‿✖｡
You're My Valentine, baby.





*dance to the music*







ah, i'm feeling high!
& i don't know why!
it just came to me,
and i welcome it with a Big smile!
hohoho.
Santa claus already left town for long!





i'm feeling pretty!
i shan't tell you why, cause i just feel so! :P
& i feel like cam whoring. oh my Jesus Lord! LOL
though i'm not a christian. ha





DIGRESS!




was quite stressed up by 3/3 again, for their "substance & style" thing.
but the more they make me feel competitive, the more i want to make sure my class looks nicer. :P
so in other words, they gave me pressure which in turn change to some motivation.
i have to admit my designing skills still suck, but that's like my job.
& i have to thank Daisy so much for her help!
she's like so good lar, come on 3/5! be part of it !

Inspiratons are coming up, which is good.
& i hope the class will look fresh, as in Original.
at the same time, a good environment for 3/5 peeps to study in. :D





3/5 can be an enthu class, i believe.
maybe it's still the warm-up period, but nevertheless, i'm loving 3/5 more & more!
looking forward to class tee design! :D
go boy!





afterall, i'm proud of 3/5 ! :D



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look at the love cookies we're holding!

closer look.

CLOSEST! this is the smaller one though. hand-made by Daisy!

my roses!

& i went crazy!
mummy asked me to pose anyhow, so that's what i did. XD

Labels: Valentines '07 :]

sometimes you're just getting on my nerves.

BA.

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!
:D
see how the superman & superwoman get LINKED.
oh what a connection! :D


that's just for fun. HAHAHA.

you know, when you watch movie, must have those kind of shocking start!
that's the effect! hohoho
okay i know i'm being lame. HAHAHA
don't be a lamist ah! [quoted from MEMEK VENUS LAME]


so after a long long long time without using computer,
MY TYPING SKILLS STILL ROCK AH!
my fingers are moving! hohoho
like moving semiquavers seh!
so good, what a practice!
see! so i'm like practising running notes when i'm typing!
making my fingers more flexible you know! hohohoho!
(santa claus is leaving the town~)


oh!
so i did Add. Math & E Math today with mr. ong! lol
i'm so proud of myself lar!
it's like i know all my Add. Math mistakes now! thanks to jasonong. hohoho (;
that Add. Math pro.
at least E math wasn't much of a problem.
so it's alright afterall. :D
hope i ace the Add. Math test next week!
remainder & factor theorem, cubic equations ah!
gogogo!


then!
i went ALLLLLL the way to orchard on my own.
just to look for my parents.
but the good thing is, i get to buy 2 tops.
1 PINK & 1 yellow. lol
i like the yellow one more though, cause of the design. haha
but whatever, at least i got both! :D
cause my parents don't want me to wear black for chinese new year. haha :p
then wanted to eat at one of the restaurants at Paragon.
but it's all ALL PACKED & long queues for almost all the restaurants there.
so left with no choice, & my empty stomach, we decided to go Takashimaya for dinner.
& guess what we had?
.
..
...
....
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......
.......
........
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1-10.
that's 10 dots. :P
sounds familiar? hahaha
oh i'm digressing!


it's




KFC!




LOL!
and it's also so packed lar!
i rather eat at McDonalds.
& that's what i ate for lunch
oh my, i'm getting fatter again!
NONONO!


& i love fruits!
& i have got fruits of the day everyday! hahahaha
eating it on the bus on the way from, & venus start announcing the fruit of the day. hahaha



anyway!
i realised i'm getting busier & busier by the day.
i didn't realise time pass so fast & next week's chinese new year & valentines! :D
DECORATIONS HOW?!!?!?!?


ANDDDDD YA!
i forgot to say
I LOVE 3/5 LAR!

& THERESA IS SO COOL LAR!
she can draw damn nice man! AWWW!
& ALL OUR 4 CARDS IS ON THE BOARD!
BIG CREDITS GO TO THERESA! :D
it's like we do it last minute! and TADA!
it's all on it!
FIRST TIME I"M SO HONOURED BECAUSE OF 3/5. hahaha
though it's not class effort.
but still, it represents 3/5!
YAY!


& i bought the coloured papers for class deco.
hope i can do them up asap!
we're out of timeeee!
GOGOGO!
inspiration come pleaseeeee!



ba ba bA bA BA BA BAAA bOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOm!

sohniya!

so this post is dedicated to you then.
& you said i made your ego level to a MINUS 1. lol
relax ah relax. (x


finally & finally.
your dream has come true!
cause i finally posted after days of waiting? lol!
don't be DIShonoured lar, not good for health. haha!


& also be very honoured that i'm spending time on this post just for you OKAY!
"ALRIGHT"
ahaha, i'm like so high now. (x
& also be very honoured cause i'm suppose to do homework leh!
then i'm like so nice to come here to post lar.
if not you gonna be pestering me like now. hahaha


let's do the SOHNIYA NAIR cheer!

SOHNIYA SOHNIYA
*clap clap*
NAIR NAIR
*clap clap*
NAIR NAIR
*clap clap*
SOHNIYA SOHNIYA
cheekalaka NICOLE NICOLE
cheekalaka NICOLE NICOLE
SWHAT!

okay, whatever the spelling is.
i just anyhow whack. hahaha!


& she says i'm her band VIP or something in msn .
OH man! :D
hohoho
& she calls leeling as DOLLY. lol
& mr singh wanted to call me DOLLY .
oh dolly's a nice name! hohoho
dolly should be honoured also. hahaha


& she loves me lar!
i bet.
if she don't, then i shall delete this post! XD
HAHAHA.
i'm so evil-NOT!


heh heh.
that girl who keep smiling at me during assembly.
and keep laughing at me for don't know what reason.
who has the same register number as me in her class which is sitting beside my class.
lololol.


OK.
& also who says i've got mood swings. -.-
lol.



BYE!

#400 -- VENUS!

while VENUS's with her 102 posts, i'm with my 400! :D
HOHOHO. venus are you jealous?


OK.
I SHALL MAKE MEMEK VENUS VERY HONOURED.
cause i shall make her name appear MANY times lar! lol
& she'll love me more lar. LOL


first of all, i dreamt of her dying.
not really dying, but dead :/
according to some people, whom i forgot, when you dream of someone dead, means the person will live longer lar!
SO VENUS THE SUPERWOMAN, PLEASE THANK ME!
cause i just made your life longer, which means i'm dying earlier than you.
OH YOUR GOD. lol!


then i went poking here these few days.
which she said chilanan(known as pale) did to her in class. lol!
fun lar, i shall POKE her more. HOHOHO
beware, superWOman!
before my voice is back. lol


so i'm superwoMAN now!
lol. so funny lar
i've got SEXY voice after the S.H.E concert. XD


then VENUS the safety woman who haven't graduate with her black helmet, went knocking into advertisment boards at the bus-stop everytime after we alight from 176. lolol!
& we were talking about commiting suiside.
but we can't.
cause we're the SUPERman & the SUPERwoman!
so we can FLY!
so we can't jump off the building.
:D or we won't die. lol!
long live to us !
then she said can walk down or something.
it's like we're walking down into the FLOOR.
so we can't die too!
lol.
then....
I CAN'T REMEMBER already lar.


SEE VENUS THE MEMEK GENIUS/ SAFETY WOMAN WHO CURRENTLY GRADUATE WITH A BLUE HELMET IN TOYS R US/ SUPERWOMAN!

i'm dedicating the whole post to you OKAY!
be SUPER DUPER HONOURED LAR. lol

it's been long,

but there's more to go! :D
20months <3
hohoho! :]
this is such a miracle, but not anymore.
i finally believe in something that lasts.


it's been like 10 thousand years since i last update.
even longer than MEMEK VENUS!
hahaha.
i break record ah! hahaha


many things happened lar.
but i've got like short term memory.
too lazy to say everything.


but i can't stand the next door lar!
zzz
stop being so competitive can.
i'm like so stressed up.
we're NO nerds alright.

INSPIRATION COME PLEASE. (:
hope everything's gonna be fine.
more problems would surface i suppose?
i'm not mentally prepared yet.
i feel so weak. :/


band was alright.
except that my sound can be nice 1 day & so disgusting the next.
sec 1s were here.
got 6 juniors even though i'm only allowed 4.
very enthu people. (: which is a good thing of course!
edward's got a korean bari junior! HAHAHA.
she'll bow to him one. LOL.
girls playing bari and tenor, all 4 guys playing alto!
GIRL POWER! HOHOHO! :D
i'm so proud of them lar.
i hope they're like us when we're sec 1s.
as in they would LOVE coming for individuals. haha

i took a bet with kenneth de souza.
he say he'll take 6 months to train aloysius(DSA) to become BETTER than tingting.
100 bucks. :]
80% chance of winning ok! hahaha


going to buy cny clothes with leeling tomorrow.
hohoho.
i'm treating her lunch lar.
because i turn her down for today.
lucky her. lol


CHIONG HOMEWORK & STUDY FOR 2 COMMON TESTS AH!!!

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Born on 6 November '92 in Shanghai, virgin trip on the airplane at the age of 3 when she moved to Singapore. First language was Shanghainese. Only child thanks to the one child policy back then. Sang in the Choir in Primary School, played the alto saxophone in the military band in Secondary School, then the tenor saxophone in the concert band in Junior College. Currently majoring in Linguistics & Multilingual Studies in NTU. Part time Beauty Advisor for Lancôme Paris. Tutor for Primary & Secondary School students.
Learnt some basic design sketching(fashion), yoga and modern jazz - and loved them. Loves travelling, beauty stuff, food, photography and languages. Learning 日本語, Française & la lingua italiana. Wants to learn German and play the cello.

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