i don't understand them; they don't understand me.

i don't understand them; they don't understand me.
I don't know why the hell they don't allow me to go for the Band chalet.
keep saying I'm too young.
say I can't take care of myself.
If that's the case, why on earth did the school keep on organising camps?
to develop independant skills, isn't it?
& does it mean that once the teachers aren't around, we can't be independant anymore?
HELLO.
the teachers are there to guide us, not helping us to be independant.
after all, we are the ones doing the things ourselves!
not them. & they just don't get it.

well, everybody says that Parents are always right.
they always have their reasons.
but i sometimes seriously think they are way too noble that they became selfish.
why don't allow me to go?
'cos I'm young?
'cos no teachers?
I thought these kind of reasons are to bluff those kids away.
I'm 13.
I can't celebrate childrens' day anymore.
& I don't think even if i stay at home it's gonna help me to be independant eh.
so what's the point?
...

i don't feel like saying anymore.
I talked to them patiently, yet my dad shouted over the phone.
i give him reasonable reasons.
he have got nothing to say, they just used "you're too young" to shut me up.
parents are always like that, you call this noble?
they themselves think not only for us, they care bout themselves also.
I'm not saying that they aren't noble.
without them, we can't be breathing here anyway.
but just because they have their rights, they tend to abuse it.
everything they do is right, what we do are always wrong unreasonable.
'cos parents always think that whatever reasons they give are the MATURE kind of reason.

i've had enough.
i don't understand them; they don't understand me.
i'm trying hard already.
it's easy to say the ways how to communicate properly with our parents, but when it comes to real life, everything just don't seem to work.

rehearsal for BHF at sentosa.

woke up early in the morning & meet up with atika & saiful to eat breakfast together at mac.
always so much to talk! ha
then walk to school for band, saw people at nyaa.

8.50am went up to the hall for math olympiad.
man! just so dead.
2 & 1/2 hours sitting there, butt hurts! LOL
& the questions are tough. TOUGH!
i can't do all, of course.
& many i just anyhow answer. :/
wish me luck man. lol

then went down for full band.
like just a few minutes?
& play some parts from the shrek dance party.
SOLO! PRACTICE!!!
& Mr Tan called my name 2 times. O.O
1st time-
"How are you?"
"fine"
2nd time-
"You all did marching & dancing yesterday?"
"ya"
"was it nice?"
"okay lar"
"LAR!"
-then he walks away & talk to another person(i forgot)-
LOL! weird eh? ha

then went to buy some food & left for sentosa.
HOT & SUNNY DAY!
& we're wearing Muse tee. = Double HOTNESS.
'cos it's black & orange.
they absorbs HEAT!
then went marching & playing .
so tiring lar. & leeling keep holding on to me.
okay, i also held on to her. ha
for the sand is so soft & we're like sinking! lol

didn't really enjoyed.
'cos SO HOT!
& my legs hurts big time.
gee.



anyway yesterday went to westmall with saiful, atika, leeling & xinyue .
ate at Burger King. (x
bought Joanne's present.
then wanted to buy Mama Milk's present when we realised there's no wallet shop.
& xinyue left after she bought her nutella chocolate.
so we headed for Jurong Point.
as i said, going out with Saiful always ended up at Jurong Point.
no idea why, this is it. lol

got myself 2 pairs of earrings!
one pair of silver treble clefs;
another pair of strawberries! hohoho

MYE results!

woots!
quite happy with the rankings, but sad to say that my main subjects are like shit.
it's like the ART, D&T pulled my overall marks up. ):
if want to get into triple science,
streaming they will double the mathematics & science.!
which means i've got to study super duper hard for science especially!
JIA YOU!
get into top 20 at for end of yr!


English - B4.
Higher Chinese - A2.
Mathematics - A1.
Science - B3.
Geography - B4
D&T - A2
ART - A1
CME - A

Class position - 10/38
Level position - 23/192
Conduct - Excellent

Comments:
As a member of the class committee, You Jing is reliable and willing to accept responsibilities, she demostrates strong personal effectiveness. She can be relied upon to accomplish the best possible results. You Jing is a jovial and pleasant student who is co-operative and reliable. She has proven that she has the potential for greater achievements. In class, she has good interpersonal relationship with her peers; she is capable of assuming a greater leadership role. With more confidence and exposures, You Jing will be able to excel to greater heights.


whoa. a long one!
:/
well, but there's many places i still need to improve.
i didn't do my job well enough.
the class is not together.
just hope for the best in the next half of the year.
time flies!
just wish them to understand & cherish whatever we have now;
instead to regretting everything at the very last min when there's no turning back.


cooped myself at home from morning to night.
using the computer whole day long & bout 1 hour & more of nap.
piano lesson tomorrow!
oh gosh. so dead!

next week's packed with things.
i'm sorry .
balloon hat fest's next saturday, i can't skip any day of practice.
thanks for understanding.
will repay you back !


wth am i typing thru this whole post?
it don't make sense to me. :/

23rd CSS X-Country!

cross country today! :D
was so excited & nervous, did it after all! yay
13th position among the secondary 2 girls.
(: satisfied! hee
(EDIT)
& THANKS A LOT EUGENE FOR HELPING ME FIND MY HAIRBAND!
THANK YOU LAO LAO LAO LAO LAO SHI! (:
& there goes my another clip that dropped halfway along the path.
:/

& went to Junction 8 with joanne, miaoling, eunice, siokhwee, jessica, atika, atiqah & saiful.
siokhwee & eunice ate at other place while i ate with the rest at long john's.
fun time laughing! hahaha!
imagine a whole bunch of people laughing like siao, creating a HIGH mood for all.
LOL. :D
then went to take neoprint with jessica, atika, atiqah, joanne & miaoling.
fun time shouting inside. ahaha!
(: yays. finally had a neoprint with the 2/2 peeps itself!

then took MRT with jessica, saiful & atiqah back to school for band.
LOL! were sitting down on the floor in the MRT, sleeping! ha
jessica was the only one standing there -.-;
but still a nice journey, long one!
we were like so happy when we reached the school!
haha. as if we really went to Johor Bahru! LOL
long long long journey it took!

was playing the balloon hat fest pieces during full band.
we had to play that Latin song again.
i keep forgetting the name. :/
from essential elements. aha!
then packed up & marched on the spot with our instruments!
so tiring lor.
use legs, use brain, use fingers & use AIR!
we're all multi task people. HA!
CMBians are powerful! (x
had a hard time standing properly. (x
legs were so wobbly!
& ting ting keep moving me from one side to another.
anyway it was quite alright .

as usual went to buy food after band;
then went to sit at the void deck eating & chatting & laughing away.
haha. just so nice! (:
why can't life be so nice & full with laughters all the time?
well, it won't.
GET A LIFE!

tomorrow's getting results!
gee. hope i'm top 10.
but it's 0.01% of chance! -.-;
i just want improvement!
top 50 in level please? :/
that leaves for tomorrow.
hope miss ong's not gonna say anything bad eh.
or my dad's gonna complain. LOL

the class sucks!

what can i say?
i'm just simply VERY PISSED by the class.
would they even care about others' feelings?
NO. they won't.
all they care is about themselves.
very very individualistic.
& that makes the class VERY APART.
why can't we happily be A PART of the class?
instead of being APART from each other?

i don't think the whole class deserved the cleaniness award at all.
it's like less than 10 people are doing their duties; others just don't care.
& poor them had to clean up the whole class.
i won't say myself really did my job, but at least i cared.
this is disheartening..

the boys in our class is simply WAY TOO CHILDISH.
yes, CHILDISH.
they call themselves as VERY MATURE.
it's totally the other way round i should say.
playing squeezing games?
beating each other?
spraying water?
playing paper?
act as if you're very fierce?
threatening people as if you're the king & everybody should listen to you or he will be dead?
what kind of "game" are these?
you call this fun? i think it's CHILDISH.
making your friends in pain is fun?
THEY ARE SIMPLY SADISTS!
crazy bunch of friends. worth it or not?
have this very kiasu character?
is it so important to see the groupings of your peer teaching?
as if there's no tomorrow?!
this is CHILDISH.
i thought only lower primary kids does that.
SUCH A BIG SIZE & 14 YEARS OF AGE?
act your age please, not your SHOE SIZE.
( all of these are just what i saw & feel; no offense.)

i don't want to say anymore.
i've had enough.
how long must i continue to hold on?
why can't we just be a lil more caring towards each other?
that's enough to make the class bond more.
so to conclude, i failed my duty again.

& the notice board is finally done.
thanks those girls who helped, love ya all. :D

life?
how?

you don't understand.

went home with ting ting & leeling today!
well, it was okay. (:
we need more bondings! hahaha

& i want section tee for the seniors!
& section outing too! :D
with the sec 4s i hope. ha

had sectionals with ting ting for the second time. (for me)
well, not bad.
just that i can't get my low C#!
BOO! alright, i'll get it done soon!
AND THE BALLOON HAT FEST DANCE STEPS FOR SEC ONES!
when can i get it cracking?
today? gee.
how do i contact with that trombone senior? :/
7 days left.




I'm sorry.
I know it's hard, but that's my passion.
I can't probably skipped that..
I hope you can understand, though it isn't my first time.
& I have to say that it won't be the last one;
for balloon hat festivals always falls on the first few days of June.
I'm really sorry, but I can't do anything.
I just hope you can understand and instead of giving me such attitudes, I only wish you to support me.
Maybe I'm too selfish or something, but I can't afford to give up on what I want to do.
Or is it that we are both too stubborn, not wanting to give in?
I don't know, I'm confused.
I'm depressed; in my heart.



THE NOTICE BOARD.
I'm gonna get it done by tomorrow.
I believe i will & i must!
i hate the boys for playing at the back; for they always ended up vandalising the notice board.
AHHH.
are they too mature or are they too childish?
I'm tired of that lar, i suddenly have the urge to cry.
I've got toooo many things to cry for.
argh, i suck.
I can't handle things properly.
I don't manage my time properly.

think i shall do a timetable for the June holidays.
STUDY; to buck up.
my Mathematics deproved!
71 in the whole level can. BOO
& CONGRATS TO JESSICA AGAIN!
for getting NUMBER 1 ranking once again in the whole level.
the SUPERGIRL! ha
don't stress yourself okay. (:

i miss the days..
did i choose the wrong route? ..

band new ex-co(s)

CONGRATS TO TING TING!
for being the new drum major of 2006 & 07 ! (: good luck senior!
do the band proud ! :D

congrats to linda & amanda for being the admin & music respectively.
hee. our new band leaders.

hope the band will soar up to greater heights ba.
had full band with jocelyn today after my NYAA.
played some pieces for the balloon hat festival.
everything's coming up again; gonna be real busy during the holidays.
but at least it's something i enjoy & share with my friends. :D

& the maths olympiad competition crashed with our rehearsal for balloon hat fest at sentosa.
so jessica keep asking me to go for the competition then we go sentosa together.
well, that's my only choice left isn't it? ha

& the class is.. very NOT enthu.
they are very individual. (in groups)
i'm kind of upset, for not doing a good job.
maybe zhongyun's right, i can't put durians & salads together.
but i'm already trying my best alright.
& some are bugging for another class outing; chalet.
they want it during the june holidays(most of them), it's like we're gonna be real busy.
okay, i shall just take a quick break at start my journey.

i've got this very restless feeling this week during lessons.
it's like i'm getting very sleepy. arghs.
i'm somehow sleeping late nowadays, which in turn resulted in not growing tall (according to eugene).
'cos he gave many examples that those who sleep late are those who aren't tall.
& exactly i'm one of them. i've stopped growing since sec 1. ):
lessons started, but i just think they're wasting time.
school events are strolling in one by one.
the class is like not together, Jessica & Saiful had to shout in class everyday to grab people's attention.
& what that shocked me is, they're still people talking, not bothered bout what they gonna say.
it's very saddening to had such a class.

today had our class photo taken.
i hate to say it's our 2nd & last photo that we'll all take together.
we've got no more chances, for some people don't go for class outing or they just don't want to take photos.
anti-social people! ):
& i actually forgot to bring my class commitee badge! man.
it's like OH MY GOD.
normally i don't forget bout the badge, & it just happened on the photo taking day. how sad. :/
well, informal photo was funny i guess. ha
"LOOK TO YOUR RIGHT!"

NYAA today.
not as tiring as last thursday though, but i didn't wear my converse old shoe.
then my toes are like so pain. ):
i've learnt my lesson, never to run with my fila shoes, it's hard!
running everyday for the rest of the week!
woosh. hope i won't collapse!
& get some achievements on friday. :D
it's fun lar. & keep running around to pick up the ping pong balls.
ha! playing with siokhwee is always laughing. LOL
& miss lee remembered my name. :/
well, think she's gonna pick me out someday !
gee. better not.
HIGHEST RECORD: 387 times on the table tennis racket in 1 go. :D
it'll be even better if siokhwee didn't distract me & push it away!

of all, life still has to go on..
hope it's gonna be better tomorrow.
i seriously need to break.

maple!
i'm addicted again? nah.
i hope i'm not. i just started playing it again today.
LOL. and progress quite well .
& Jason's cleric liao. (:


went to NUH this yesterday morning.
it's past 12 midnight!
went there in miaoling's dad's car.
tho` the hospital's open, the clinic we wanted to go & make appointment isn't.
wasted trip! awww

then went to westmall with lao gongg~ to buy zhongyun's present.
bought earsticks for myself. :D
that shop's nice! i wanna go again!
& went library too! (x
since long i've last been to library to borrow books!
borrowed all chinese ones. yay.
(: i think they're pretty nice.
in the sense that they're good.

when waiting for bus at the bus-stop, there's this indian man keep turning around & looking at me.
eeeewww! (pukes)
& because of that, i didn't dare to go up the 157 with him.
resulted in having to wait a long time for the next bus to arrive.

my homework's not done yet! :/
math paper & piano theory .
hmm. shall do them tomorrow today before i play. :D

happy birthday mummy!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUMMY! (:


NYAA physical training started.
table tennis
it's like so funny can.
they ask us to do warm ups.
which has got nothing related to playing table tennis.
and we are not busy with the games, we are busy trying to catch the ball every few seconds.
finally, we had to run 2 more rounds & do warm-ups to COOL DOWN.
-.-" running just makes me excited, it doesn't cool me down.
and people could get exhausted after that, that's not cooling down either.
& it was tiring, but fun! we were laughing like crazy ! (x


weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
i got A1 for Art. (:
1st in class. ha! but that's nothing much.
why not A1s for other subjects?
:/ i wonder i wonder if it's possible.


& i love band.
i heart bandmates. ha
changed instrument to custom.
leeling got xiner's while i used tingting's.
aha. SL use selmer liao lar. haha
haven't had sectionals with ting!
& i ran up and down 3 times to and from the band room to 2/1.
so lame lar. in the end i was merely exercising instead of playing. -.-
played the balloon hat fest. piece in band room with atika and saiful.
lame song, i rather play mickey mouse march.
at least it's way nicer can.
now we're like playing a half grade song .
eeks. why did the oragniser only allow 32 bars in the first place?!


so tired. i wanna sleep.
& hope things get better by the day.
did quarrels make us closer?

yesterday was the class outing.
most went.. 36?
it didn't rain! thank God man!
but.. it took so long to start the fire till people went mac to eat.
was quite disappointed. it seems that our class isn't co-operative and united.

whatever. went Joanne's house after that.
ate some things there.
and took pictures plus video!
got really sunburnt!! awww


today was alright lar.
school resumes. bored.
so sleepy in class lar.!
health checkup too. everything's OKAY. :D

then went for individuals.
yay! played my saxophone. not used to it again.
but i miss the band days!
thinking that seniors(sec 4s) won't be with us.. how sad. ):
well.. it's a cycle. life's gotta carry on.

decided to go IMM with saiful and atika.
they wanna make a cake for their seniors but weren't successful.
were crazy bout handphones.
i want Nokia 3250!!
atika's gonna get her w500i on saturday!!
AHHH. i'm so jealous can! :/
looked at mp3 too.
and went home around 7pm.
reached home.. walked up the stairs like yesterday.
11 storeys! i don't believe i'll make it.
determination? ha.

alright.
i've got no more to say.
you know what, when someone take things for granted, nasty things will happen.
like me. ):
i don't expect him to be so sensitive lar..
it's like i've been so broadminded.
i don't disturb when he's playing.
but when i want to watch tv, though he said it's alright.
can sense he's really NOT alright.
i'm..
tired. i guess.

i'm tagged by rachel lim.
i did something like this before! -.-;
nevermind. shall do again. ha

INSTRUCTIONS
1.The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.
2.Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3.Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment at their blogs.
4.If you are tagged the second time, there is no need to do this again
5.The most important rule: have fun doing it.

One.
#01. \ TRUST ME.
#02. \ Understanding
#03. \ Caring.
#04. \ Protective.
#05. \ Love me wholeheartedly.
#06. \ Giving, not selfish.
#07. \ Sweet and Optimistic!
#08. \ Responsible and Willing to try, don't give up easily.

Two.
Male, of course!

Three.
I might as well say, if you wanna do, you can do. (:

results!

yuckidadodo.
my results simply suck big time lar. ):
can you imagine after trying to memorise everything is worse than i just read through?
i can score better in common test when i merely read through.
gee. this is frustrating lar! :/

c5 for science & b3 for geography. AHHH
this shows how bad my memorising skills are. ):
no A1, just merely an A2 for higher chinese.
either a c5 or b4 for english.
wish me luck for mathematics.
i'm only left with that to give me an A1.
pleaseeee!

thoughts were running through me.
suddenly i wished i'm left alone for a moment, to reflect.
what can i reflect? nothing.
i have no idea what to do.
maybe i shall revise science again; for the sake of End-of-Year-Exam.
and start to study history too?
Geography shall be history for half a year...

TOMORROW'S THE CLASS OUTING.
PLEASE PLEASE DON'T RAIN.
hope heaven's on our side.
or all the efforts will go down the drain.
i don't want to disappoint the class.
i don't want to disappoint myself.
i promised to do a nice one, that everybody will enjoy.
since 36 out of 38 twotwo-ians are going, this shows it's a success in the beginning.
just don't rain! pleaseeee.

and!
xiao caomei's doomed!
i shall squeeze her head for strawberry juice! muahaha
and she'll go around headless! LOL
(x hahahaha.

mother's day!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! :D
celebrated it at Centrepoint's PIZZA HUT branch.
woot`!
i'm loving pizzas. (:

and dad's got a new phone.
NEC. made in Japan.
i'm jealous!!
he've got 2 handphones now.
and i had no idea why he signed one new line and asked my mum to remind him to cancel the line within 1 month.
oh whatevers.
i'm still jealous. ):
i want my Nokia 3250!!
can only changed it on october 10th i think.
BOO.
long way to go.!

and Centrepoint's so boring can.
nothing there attracts me.
luckily my parents don't take long to ask me back to meet them.
then went to OG Orchard Point.
gee. i want jeans.
okay and i was bored again.
so just merely followed my parents everywhere until they wanted to buy luggage!
it's even worse lar!
SO BORING!
and i waited and waited and waited.
give some comments.
and walked to the tidbits section.
saw the fruits gummies.
asked dad for money and went to pay. (x
then! found this strawberry gummy coated with chocolate. <3
so dug for coins, not enough.
ask dad for another 1 dollar.
cause wanna buy 1 more for xiao! caomei. (:
i'm so nice right. ha!

waited SOOOO long at the bus-stop.
gee. bored again.
started playing with camera and my dad's new phone.
until we don't wanna wait anymore, we took 174 back home.
still need walk some distance..

had a sudden urge to play the piano.
so play a while and ate lychee!

yupps.
not a fruitful day.
but had a warm hug from mummy this morning. :D

shopping spree with bandmates!

hee!

leeling & me.

me! twist-

regular earthquake. LOL

long spoons~

atika, me and saiful.

venus, atika, leeling and me!

i love shopping sprees! <3
went bugis with venus, atika, saiful and leeling. (:
the cornetists and saxes!
weet`!

wanted to eat at delifrance.
we settled down.. thinking of what to buy and changed our minds.
tried to find the directory to see if there's pizza hut.
there wasn't any pizza hut outlet, so atika suggested to go Swensens!
woo! wandered around for 10min ++ just to look for that Swensens.
it's well hidden. LOL
and had to queue up and wait to be seated.
settled down, looked at the menu, our eyes popped.
ha! so we decided to share.
a plate of teriyaki chicken pasta for leeling and me.
a plate of black pepper seafood pasta for atika and venus.
and a cone of LARGE french fries for saiful.
though we ate also. ha!
he said he's very full yet he drank more than 4 cups of plain water. -.-"
we were so excited when the regular earthquake was served!
dry ice lar. lol!
and started spooning the ice-cream into our mouths. ha!

had a long time trying to settle the bill for each to pay how much.
then.. walked and wandered around to look for seniors' presents.
and leeling and I stopped each other from eyeing on the clothes and stuffs and obediently looked for presents.
haha. so funny!
finally settled on 4 so called bookmarks.
a teddy bear with heart for xiner.
a pink sunflower for huayning.
a pink heart-shaped for jiamin.
a RED devil for junhong.
haha! so we got to shop while saiful, atika and venus went to look for their seniors' presents.
that particular section, it's so not big yet it's so complicated with so many shops.
and i remembered that i saw many things, in the end leeling and me keep walking round and round and round to find the things.
LOL. and i bought my black shorts at "bus-stop".
30 bucks!! gee.
shop around again...
until saiful called, and he POPPED right in front of me.
man. it freaked me out. LOL
so atika and venus went home already.
then leeling, saiful and me continue to walk around.
decided to go marina square at first, in the end went all the way back to jurong point again!
we start our journey from there, ended at there too.
it's like going out with saiful is always like that.
ha! jurong point has all we needed.
yet we always went so far. (x
went to look for tank tops & tee shirts.
finally got them from 37 degrees.
2 for 11 bucks! woo~
but i still want that top from PinkQ !!

went to world of sports cos' saiful want buy slippers.
in the end no size.
and saw kaijun there. leeling and me were like avoiding him.
have no idea why when we did nothing wrong. lol
then went to yellow for saiful want to buy present for shazana.
then he went to gift a name to buy mother's day present while leeling and me go 77th street.
i want that long top! :/
ate dinner at kfc.
that chicken so spicy!! gee

yeah. long and tired day. haha
finally i blogged finish.
and now.
should i go with them to buy the food for the bbq tomorrow?
or stay back to go clean instrument?
why's jessica wishing me good luck?
scary.! what am i suppose to do.
suddenly i felt that i've got too much to do.
yet no time..

class outing preparations!

it wasn't easy to be an organiser.
i finally broke down.

even i'm sleeping halfway then woke up by siokhwee's call to discuss bout the food.
gee!

but everything will just run smoothly that day and everybody gets to enjoy.
and pray hard it won't rain!
crossed fingers

the food are the most troublesome things that need to talk about.
just pray that we can do everything according to the plan.
yupps.
hope so. :/

and the date with xiao! caomei is cancelled.
she realised it's vesak day today last night.
LOL. and i thought it was just a normal holiday 'cos there's no exam.
BOO. no shopping. !!
alright. shall wait patiently for the great singapore sales to be here!
and shop around the whole singapore!! (:

i guess i'm kind of stressed up.
and i suddenly feel so old.
grown up. ):
the little children are way happier than me.
ha!
well. life still has to go on.
it's just that time flies.
how i hope i'm just one of the 3 yr old kid playing at the playground.

i need some rest..

i'm freaking tired can.
finally everything is done.
pray hard that there's no mistakes. grrr


darren "EH I GOT NEW GAME
VAMPIRE HUNTER 1.71 REVISED
WANT PALY/"

eugene "dun wan la'
talk abt the outing first la '

darren "FOR WHAT
ALSO NOT IMPROTANT
SO KAN CHEONG
JASON
PLAY?"

jason "cant play le"

darren "OK"

me "...
you ask them here is crap lar
walau eh"

eugene "-.-"

me "i done with girls liao"

darren "JASON"

jason "wad"

darren "WE TALK ELSEWHERE
HERE WE ARE CRAP"

me "is you only lar"

eugene "-.-"

me "everyday also game game game"

darren "GOT PROBLEM AH
BITCH"
"[(*~.>.>WhOeVaRoX^[ILYJ]=)^*CCC*<.<.~}]™ As my soul feel the shame..I will grow through tis pain.... has left the conversation."
"STFU"


first of all, he used caps lock all the way.
next the conversation was meant to discuss the class outing with the boys and he said it's not important.
then instead of me getting angry in the first place, he scolded me bitch.
you said i was unreasonable?
by how?
did i not state the fact?

p.s. the above conversation is copied word by word from my msn history.
i didn't make his words in caps lock myself.

and yes, i eat and play.
but i ORGANISE IT.
did you?
and you just cared bout the things that are gonna be there.
you cared bout the bookings of pits? the details? the people going? calling them one by one?
NO. you don't.

HELL.

HERE I AM TRYING TO GET THE CLASS OUTING DONE
YOU YOURSELF IS TRYING TO MAKE A FOOL OUT IF IT.


you bloody ass.
i hate you.


call me a bitch?
then you organise lar.
ONLY KNOW EAT & PLAY.
IDIOT.

YOU SHUT YOUR BLOODY MOUTH UP LAR!
i've had enough .

from yesterday till now, trying to call everyone of you.
i persuade.
i ask.
i call.
i plead.
i tried.
just to get all of you to go.

then it's cancelled.
i went bonkers.
now.
trying to get myself up.
trying to get things done.
you gave me crap.
YOU IDIOT DODO.

quotes

LEARN from yesterday;
LIVE for today;
HOPE for tomorrow.


Don't settle for the one you can live with,
but the one you can't live without. <3


What's MINNIE without MICKEY?
What's TIGGER without POOH?
What's ME without YOU?


In a world where you can be anyone.
BE YOURSELF.


Don't hate the player,
Hate the GAME!


This little light of mine i'm gonna let it SHINE! (:


quotes.

I LOVE S.H.E!!
that part in the taipei concert VCD where they show s.h.e's most memorable experience, ella said about her accident where she just fell off the building from the 3rd storey.
that part never fails to make me cry.
ha! don't know why. (x

11th September 2001 - S.H.E released their first album. :D
29th July 2003 - Ella fell from the building. ):

and I want S.H.E's "朋友组曲" !!

changed skin!

no opinion.
no comments.

sorry.
i'm just a little stubborn sometimes.
i don't like people to say bad things about S.H.E
it's just a little disheartening.
sorry.


and my skin now is half complete.
the 3 pictures below is cut off.
:/

tomorrow's oral.
and i'll be free!
and, i'm finally going on shopping spreeeees again.
with xiao CAOMEI!! <3

ART's over! :D
weee!!
hope it runs smoothly! (:
and also my results not as disheartening. :/


congrats saiful for getting A1 for higher malay. :D



tagged by zitong`.

if you've been tagged, you are to list down seven quanlities of your perfect lover, do specify the gender, then, list and tag seven other blogger to do this. if you've been tagged, you dont have to do anymore.

#01\ Trust me.
#02\ Responsible, willing to try and not give up easily.
#03\ Caring & Protective.
#04\ optimistic & share laughters together.
#05\ UNDERSTAND me.
#06\ LOVE me ONLY.
#07\ SWEET <3


whoever that wanna do you can do. :D

watched mission impossible 3 with jason.
not bad lars.
just quite loud. (x
and walked home from jurong point!!
hur hur. nice exercise.

a day at joanne's house!

(photos deleted due to the lagness)

went joanne's house to do art.
yups.
i think the pictures shows all.
and joanne took lots of her house and the condo's pictures.
guess she's trying to promote her house.
LOL!
but not updating.
tooooo much!!

had a nice day. (:
and went to gym too!
train my arms. LOL!!
and tour around the condo. haha

and thanks her mum for sending me home!

went kbox with jason, eugene, joanne, val and zp.
gee.
val went there to sing one song only!
da she tou. LOL

hmm..
quite fun lars.
hahaha. (:
except that today not so high.
sang lian ai da ren, lian ai ping li, re dai yu lin, bu xiang zhang da.
yupps. to day i become more brave! HAHA
but when left jason, eugene and joanne that time i keep shouting. (x
hahaha.
then keep jumping.
total bill : $109.10
MAN! haha
zp and val left without paying.
asked eugene to pay first.
so in the end eugene kena scolded by parents.
LOL!
so ke lian. hahaha.
left after that and wanted to buy mother's day present.
can't find any, so went home lor.

then MRT there, jason can caught by a man.
LOL! he wanted to ask him to be a model.
HAHAHAHA
so funny lor.
then was jason rejected. lol
then took train home.
split headache man!
arghs. i hate the train. LOL
then joanne left to transfer train, then eugene, jason and me went on to cityhall to trainsfer.
gee. not enough sweets. HAHA

yupps.
and was caught my mum's friend at the bus-stop before leaving for jurong east.
phew. didn't ask much. (x

and!
my dad was like so suspicious keep asking me where i am.
in the end was just to ask me to get home quick to eat dinner.
hahaha.
saw jurong pri kids.
(:

written papers over!

YAY! :D
written papers finally over! woot!
let us celebrate!!
HAHAHA


i didn't do my balancing equations.
i skipped it cos will take a long time.
then after i finished the whole paper, i forgot to go back and do. :/
gee. 3 marks gone.
plus mistakes here and there.
i want A1s!!!

wish me luck too! :D
hahaha.


went to jurong point with jessica and saiful.
saw jason and shafie there already.
most shops were not opened, thus we went to look for food.
ha! banquet the stall we wanna eat haven started to prepare .
so decided to go long john silvers.
then it's still the breakfast menu, so we had to wait till 11am .
then saiful asked jason and shafie to joined us.
so we ate together lo. gee
the drink so much! i drank 10% of it only. LOL

then went around looking for presents.
bought liling a piano figurine.
got music one lar. like musical box.
then bought a tee shirt for kongyong in bossini.
LOL. and a basketball toy from toy r us.
LOL.
we had great fun in there.
little children nowadays are so xing fu lar.
so many nice toys.
i so envious.
no more childhood le lar. ):
but still, had a great time playing there like a lil child!
even jessica is so crazy in there!
WOOTS!

then went mac.
bought cheeseburger using my points.
walau eh! the machine we keep playing.
LOL. then keep need to pin in again .
then i forgot my pin number.
jessica cracked it.
LOL! den bought shakers fries.
we were so excited.
then saiful and jessica keep shaking.
the seaweed thing was like so evenly distributed among the fries!
HAHAHA.
then.. when we taste..
OH MY GOD!
so salty lar! HAHA
then jessica treat us cone ice-cream! :D
weee~

went home..
watched westside story.
'cos too bored.
ha!

tomorrow will be fun!
i hope! xD

you promised,
you broke it.

promise are meant to be broken.
WHATEVER.



trying to control your temper isn't easy.
i tried.
what i got was just merely
"LYK I CARE"



i'm utterly disappointed ...

Mathematics paper finally over!
left with ONEEEE more science paper to go!
JIA YOU!! :D




HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!
MUACKS! (x



HAPPY ELEVENTH MONTHSARY!
muacks! XD
thanks for everything, i love you. (:




yay!
can't wait to eat birthday cake.
muahahaha
41st birthday liao! (x


i'm loving it!
i love my piano.
i miss band!

geography finally over!!
wooo!
(:

....

mathematics awaits.
i don't understand graphs.
y = mx + c
walau.
dunnoe!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

november baby

---------------NOVEMBER BABY --------------------
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.


:D kind of true eh?
haha

edit:

Happy Labour Day people! (:
enjoy~

should be mugging away tho. LOL
geog fever!!


Second edit:

MAN! i saw this on the teevee!
'S.H.E rocks!! - steven'
the MayDay party thing. haha

woots! (:

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Born on 6 November '92 in Shanghai, virgin trip on the airplane at the age of 3 when she moved to Singapore. First language was Shanghainese. Only child thanks to the one child policy back then. Sang in the Choir in Primary School, played the alto saxophone in the military band in Secondary School, then the tenor saxophone in the concert band in Junior College. Currently majoring in Linguistics & Multilingual Studies in NTU. Part time Beauty Advisor for Lancôme Paris. Tutor for Primary & Secondary School students.
Learnt some basic design sketching(fashion), yoga and modern jazz - and loved them. Loves travelling, beauty stuff, food, photography and languages. Learning 日本語, Française & la lingua italiana. Wants to learn German and play the cello.

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