JUST KILL ME.

WHY DO I FREAKING CARE ABOUT STUPID AND SMALL THINGS?
WHY DID IT TURN OUT LIKE THAT.
WHY CAN'T I TOLERATE THINGS AND JUST FORGET?!
WHY DID I CHANGE MY ATTITUDE TOWARDS FACING THINGS NOW?!

THIS WASN'T SUPPOSE TO BE ME.
IT'S ME!
NO. its so NOT ME .

i suck . BIG TIME. ):
i can't handle things properly.

why did i become like that?
i was supposed to be optimistic, isn't it?
i was the one who always wanted to help others solve their problems.
not the one who always need others' consolation.
where did the other ME went to?!
outer space? i hope not.

IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING I DID.
i know i shouldn't hate.
i shouldn't feel that others did wrong to me.
for hating someone is a SIN too.
i don't want enermies.
i rather have one more good friend.
who can understands me.
im sorry.
i've decided to let go.
i will not care if she does things that make me miserable anymore.
i will learn to stand up after falls.
i won't care if she's like that.
i just want to be myself.
leading my own life can.

i'm sorry for not understanding you when you are upset.
i'm sorry for being naive to think that you were really okay when you aren't.
i'm sorry for telling others about the things that happen between us.
i'm sorry for making you upset again and again.
i'm sorry for doing stupid things.
i'm sorry for letting you get worried over small matters for me.
i'm sorry for making you wait every morning.
i'm sorry for not trying to understand the hints you gave me.
i'm sorry for not appreciating enough what you had given me.
i'm sorry for everything i did to you.
i'm truly sorry.

well, people all say that the world is always unfair.
yeah. it totally was.
i don't understand why is it that it's always my instrument that's spoilt.
i did take care of it okay.
and it's making me feel so out.
i wanna play music with the rest.
with no instrument just make me so.. OUT.
and simply ODD.
air air air. MORE MORE MORE air.
warm air is all i needed.
YOU JING! YOU BETTER JIA YOU!
OR YOU WILL LET YOURSELF DOWN OKAY.

i wonder are some people trustable?
i'm not blaming you for spitting out what i've told you.
i'm just get more troubled.
i didn't want to tell him because he's sad enough.
and i don't wanna make him feel worse.
i just don't wanna hurt his feelings.
but it seems that.. i can't hide from him.

im so dying.
i'm really tired.
i broke down yesterday night on my bed.
totally. for i held back my tears in the morning.
i need a break.
let me off. can you people?
please.

and i'm telling you people.
if you wanna know more friends just to gain popularity,
then you aren't finding real friends.
i don't need many friends.
i just need some, who really cared.
who really understand.
who are there when i need a helping hand.
someone dependable.
well, i admit i'm not independant.
but when you are upset,
would you still wanna be independant and keep everything to yourself?
that will just make you feel worse isn't it?

hope everything will just be fine.
life had to be leaded on.

LAO GONGG~!

in a confused state where i don't wish to speak anymore.
i'm feeling tired!

well,
hope edward recovers soon.
(:
the saxes need him as a bari player!
get well soon eh!

then..
hmm.
i dont wanna say here.
=/
problems are coming my way.
I DON'T LIKE.
boohoos.

there i go again.

tears always accompany me byt the night

the whole morning wasn't pleasant.
SMILE.
no replies. ):

Fei Yue last session.
no comments.
i didn't self entertain.
i was pulling a long face.

i held back my tears once again.
i don't know what happened.
i wasn't in the mood the whole morning.
NOT AT ALL.
im upset. ):
i'm just trying to lead a life.
not a sad one.
i want a LIVELY one.
):
i don't like my fake smiles.
being in the band room then only makes me happy once again.
went crazy and high.
but it still hides my solemn face.
for im not happy. ):
took 81 photos in the band room.
actually more than that.
just deleted some.
was pumped 20 instead of 60 for jocelyn told us to recover. (x
squeezy and hot taking the photos.
saxes rock on!

):

was quite okay and feeling happy this morning.
lessons were usual.
dull and boring.
haiis.
den science lab.
DARREN YEO.
arghs.
whatevers.
IM CHILDISH.
not to deny.
but you aren't any better than me.
and that person sitting in front of you is worst.
have he got nothing better to do?
i thought i had changed.
the past youjing won't shout at boys.
she won't raise her voice.
she was once very afraid of them.
but now,
what happened?
i don't know too. ):
i keep thinking this wasn't me.
IM YOUJING.
YES YES YES I AM!
maybe youjing just become more brave after being thirteen. o.O?
youjing changed?
noooooooo
or did others make her change?
BOOHOOS!

photos!

time's wasted again! ):

TIME'S WASTED AGAIN!
):
BOOHOOS!!

well.
i was like looking forward to after school!
'cos i thought i might find my boots!
yet i didn't buy that boots.
1st i have no idea when would be the next time i could wear it.
2nd then i'll have no money for the rest of the week.
3rd i still need to save the money to return them.
4th. i decided not to buy it.

i wanted to buy a top.
but i didn't know where to go.
this fashion have nothing i like.
BOO.!
so ..
i didn't buy anything!! arghs.

went to jp with lao gongg~, eunice, val, pamper and ah bok.
ate at pizza place.
chilanan and fatimah?
keep coming around!
lol!

haiis. =/
Boring.
FIONA! let's go out together next time round kays!
=D

DAD's BACK!

okay!
i shall make this post quick! (x
for it's late!

GREAT THANKS TO MY DEAREST DADDY for delivering all my presents and stuffs and yummy food that i want back to singapore!
(:
I LOVE YOU DAD! xD
you gained weight again! hurhur
thanks yingying for her 3 CDs.
thanks daddy for buying the saxophone pieces book.
tho i only know two songs from inside. -.-
but i still appreciate it!
then the yummy yummy food.
shall upload the photo of the food tml! (:

okay.
i don't know bout the rest of the stuffs.
that's for tml to blog.

went to queensway to settle the class tee thing.
with nasuha, fatimah and saiful.
well, we changed the idea of printing from that shop. (x
now we've got to discuss with the class again.
did my bao zhang bao dao this morning .
didn't got the chance to online till now!
busy day!
but i wasted lots of time! ):
never got to buy my top and boots.
saiful told me jp have.
shld have gone there earlier!
for it's so near!! )x
nvm. i shall seeeee.

that's for now!
i needa sleep!
(:
GOOD NIGHT!

p.s. it's fabian's birthday tml!

neo prints!

SHOPPING SPREE!

YAY!
I LOVE BEING A SHOPAHOLIC!
YIPPEES!!
AND A PHOTOHOLIC TOO!
xD

LEELING!
REMEMBER TO GO OUT AGAIN!
WEEE~

went far east plaza!
meet ting and leeling at jurong east mrt station.
well, i was late.
FOR 2 MIN!
'cos ez link card no money. went to buy sweets to have coins!
and ran on the bus!
HAHA.
the journey was awful!
so many people!
but i managed to self-entertain! HAHA
i'm gonna grow taller.
I BET! LOL

went to the shop.
stupid uncle so sarcastic!
lame lar. -.-
spent so long time yet cannot decided anything!
den went long john silvers to eat.
(x
went to the pathetic shop again.
but still can't decide.
now have to discuss everything again. boo!
ting went home for tuition;
so leeling and me went to SHOP!
WOOT!
walk walk walk.
found many many clothes that i wanna buy!
so broke.
BAG; SHOE; TOP - definitely not a tee shirt!; SKIRT!; JEANS!; Mickey Mouse watch!; WALLET! =P
keep finding the NEWBIE shop. -.-
searched for it high and low.
den decided to take neoprints first.
den come out liao go sit sit.
and leeling found the shop finally! LOL
den went and saw that skirt!!
wanted to buy the PINK one.
but finally decided to buy the brown .
if not later mama frown again. HAHA
cost me 35 bucks!! =/
no money for other things liao!
wanted to go heerens.
but we keep walking the wrong direction!
den leeling mistook wheelocks place for heerens!
HAHA. she only remember that the escalator is facing the door.
so she went in. and den went out.
LOL! den got free coffee.
(x quite okay lar. lol
den walk to heerens finally.
SHOP again! gee!
went to a shop so ex lar!
tee shirt only 181 bucks! crazy!
den go toy shop.
saw that toy again! bigger version! so cute!
want use leeling's hp take a closer picture den kena caught. LOL
went to take neoprints again.
FUN FUN FUN! xD
shall upload after this post!
WEEE~

shopping is just so FUN!

SMILES!!

=/

well.
i've been wondering why and why.
still a BIG HUGE WHY in my head.

i still don't understand why my instrument spoil.
when i'm like playing the piece halfway thru.
=/
and i ended up with no instruments! ):

then.
i just can't stand some people.
GAGA.
don't they think they are so... ridiculous?!

maybe my juniors need some kind of..
conselling? o.O
but they are quite okay lar. x.X

eating with saiful is just so fun!
HAHA.
for he's always the slowest.
SO! can steal his food!
xD
can finish from a lot left a little!
4 mouths!
atika, leeling and me! plus his own!
hAHA.

tml's gonna be busy!
lols.
tingting is sooo WEIDA! =x

band was okay.
for i used en chyee's instrument.
den used rafiq's.
hurhur. for he came at the last min. =P
oo. IM EVIL!

AND IM CHATTING WITH JIAXIN AND MABEL YEO!
WOOT!
i miss 6C OH FOUR!
ROCK ON GUYS!
take cares loads!
(x
class gatherings!!!
ex-JPS simply rock more!

stupid blog thing!

stupid blog say cannot find my blog again! -.-

conversation with daddy!

daddy says:
girl, how are you?

- 草莓 helloPINK! ; ni hao. wo shi cao mei. (x says:
100% okay

- 草莓 helloPINK! ; ni hao. wo shi cao mei. (x says:
(:

daddy says:
how abour wei lian / kelly

- 草莓 helloPINK! ; ni hao. wo shi cao mei. (x says:
?

- 草莓 helloPINK! ; ni hao. wo shi cao mei. (x says:
how i know how are they

daddy says:
you watched TV for their programme

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daddy says:
I bought Saxphone music book for you!!!

daddy says:
it's song with CD album.

daddy says:
excited??

- 草莓 helloPINK! ; ni hao. wo shi cao mei. (x says:
HAHA

- 草莓 helloPINK! ; ni hao. wo shi cao mei. (x says:
still okay

- 草莓 helloPINK! ; ni hao. wo shi cao mei. (x says:
later you buy those old old songs

- 草莓 helloPINK! ; ni hao. wo shi cao mei. (x says:
i don't understand

- 草莓 helloPINK! ; ni hao. wo shi cao mei. (x says:
-.-

daddy says:
and 2 sets of mei wen

daddy says:
sun yan zhi's tian hei hei, not old song!

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daddy says:
what time will you sleep?

- 草莓 helloPINK! ; ni hao. wo shi cao mei. (x says:
soon

daddy says:
always so late

- 草莓 helloPINK! ; ni hao. wo shi cao mei. (x says:
where got

- 草莓 helloPINK! ; ni hao. wo shi cao mei. (x says:
used to it can le

daddy says:
be care your body! be taller!

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daddy says:
it's no problem too late in evening?

- 草莓 helloPINK! ; ni hao. wo shi cao mei. (x says:
no

- 草莓 helloPINK! ; ni hao. wo shi cao mei. (x says:
i going with my friends

daddy says:
not later than 11PM!

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daddy says:
it's over 10PM now, go sleep, good night!

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my dad's so cute tonight!
hahaha! xD
I MISS HIM!
I LOVE HIM LOADS!
woots.
gonna hug him on sunday when he comes back!
with all those yummy food and nice nice presents!
YAY! (x

#188

hurm.
no comments.
i just simply hope want people to be more enthu!
why not?
post at the class blog puh-lease! ):
and tag too!
HERE!

i've got 6 more minutes to post this before i go watch my tv till 10pm!
weets`!

i still don't like lessons.
so darn boring. =/
and geography.
yuckidadodo.!
i don't like annielim lar!
shhh. (x
sooo. eeyur!

lunch was mac.
HAPPY MEAL!
HAHA. thanks to siokhwee.
free lunch!
too many guys went.
eugene went too.
she panicked. and got awkward.
so pull me away after packing the food.
and we ate them at the staircase can!
-.- haha.
and that tikam tikam. (x
i got the white one again. for mine had a broken arm.
not bad. haha

feiyue thing wasn't really that entertaining today. ):
'cos i didn't self-entertain.
quite boring the so called games.
and i need to act out 'PINK Panther'
woots.
thanks to amirah for the PINK strawberry lollipop.
HAHA. (:
and got excited once again.
was told to keep yawning. -.-
huiying thought i was really yawning i think. HAHA
SHE BROUGHT HOME MY WHOLE PACKET OF COLA SWEETS!
)x lol

and juniors played the 4 songs today at blue sky stage.
was weird but okay lar.
cannot really blame them.
but they need to breathe more!!
hurhur.
didn't bring camera. ):
i'm a photoholic. LOL.
whatevers. woot
my juniors aren't really enthu. )x
charlotte say she's not going on sat
den en chyee follow suit. (i think)
cos she was looking at her.
den azril having to know both of them's not going.
neither is he.
gee. x.X

i need to get cracking!
my science!
cut cut cut. hurhur.

woots! xD

2/two PEEPS!
be enthu and tag or post at the class blog kay!
must have united team spirit!! (:
ENTER HERE!

the part below is covered. (x
will be shown after saturday.

yays.
ting says we gonna do the section tee this sat.
i'm looking forward to it!
WEEE~
leeling!
aren't you excited too? (x


and the class tee was finally decided.
black + unlimited colours! weets.
didn't waste my effort. gees.

okay.
as lao gongg~ has requested.
my to-do-list for today!
the 22nd of MARCH 2thousand&six-

o1. \ IPW CONTENT PAGE. [not on a cute paper but coloured one. the leader insisted!]
o2. \ MATHEMATICS textbook. [practice book II]
o3. \ ART MOCKUP. [i'm gonna have a hard time drawing the 3 girls. xD]
o4. \ MEIWEN's SHENGCI. [check the dictionary!]
o5. \ WATCH XING SHAN SHAN! ;9pm

don't think there's anymore. (:

oh yeah.
did my S.H.E's alarm clock break down or something?
it didn't ring this morning.
what plus my handphone's in SUPER silent mode.
'cos i off the vibration. =x
until i heard the house phone rang and woke up all of a sudden.
AND REALISED IT'S 6.40AM.
17 missed calls.
i picked the 18th one and ask him to go first. =/
and resulting i didn't do my homework again.

i DID wanna wake up at 5am to do it.
and yet the clock didn't rang . =/
walked super duper fast to school and sweat like hell.
and i don't like sitting in the hall.
it's darn HOT.
i'm like on fire. BURNING away INSIDE. )x

and i don't like getting pissed off sitting there.
but i've like got no choice. ):
can you just be a bit reasonable?
you've got space yet you want somemore.
and you just blindly concluded that i leave lots of space for him.
i'm just estimating. i admit i'm not good at measuring.
so can you just understand?
and why must you always like ordering me?
i'm sick can.

tml's got feiyue thing again! woots!
and of 'cos i will self-entertain.
for my CHATTERBOXES rocks.
with it's priceless tag! WEEE~
its COPYRIGHTED. woots

went for individuals.
with much persuation from jessica.
hurhur. liling didn't come to school and jessica was so lonely. =x
and her juniors are making her headache.
be patient . (:
and as for my junior.
WORK HARD PEOPLE.
we can do it last year,
so could you all! jia you!
i think they just need more rhythm practices.

i realised i don't know when to use the word 'practice' and when to use 'practise'.
they just seem the same. O.O?

Gee;

it started so badly today. ):
during assembly lar.
pissed off. =/
stayed back in hall after that to decide whether to change the price of the ticket for the esplanade concert.
finally decided to change to the 50 bucks one.
it's actually the 75 bucks seats! xD

lessons were okay.
P.E!
i ran 2.4 until that line den ran to the wrong way!
i thought there's no timing for me. =/
and just so stupid to run the wrong place. -.-
but in the end they give me a timing.
weird. haha
Niche learnt new dance steps again.
not tests yet. WOOT.
IT was rushing to do the IPW's webpage.

Band was...
no comments.
i've got NO INSTRUMENT. ):
why is it that my instrument always have problems?
I DID TAKE CARE OF IT.
lots. !
arghs.
sec 1s came back for individuals den have to use their instrument lar.
): i miss the sound of my instrument.
BOOHOOS.
i'm so not loving it.
full band with fabian.
weird feeling.
he keep looking at our side. o.O

i need to do hw seriously.
NOW.
i wanna watch xing shan shan later.!
weee

MONDAY BLUES!

comment me! CLICK HERE!

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stupid blogger.
typed finish liao suddenly tel me cannot find the blog. -.-

nvm.
i'm not so sleepy.
i shall retype.
cool! i'm patient! xD

MONDAY BLUES!
for i hated monday so much lar!
so damn boring lessons + assembly + math olympiad + math study grp + jiayou zan.
and band individuals.
darn . i'm freaking out!
and i hate today's thunder for being so loud.
sorry for all the shoutings. =x

and and and.
i suddenly forgot what i typed just now.
hmmm
OH. yup.
i rushed my ying yong wen just now when watching tv.
woosh.
i love the tv programmes on monday!
lovers in paris 7pm ; Campus Superstar 8pm; Xing Shan Shan 9pm!
(:

and and and?
oh my . what now.
oh yups.
love can't be forced yeah?
and..
stopping some things might not really worked lar.
but since you think you MUST not be sad and you've decided.
no one can stop you eh?
good luck den!

and and and.
oh i forgot again!

think think think.
think!

and now's like 10.41pm!
i was typing the previous post at 10.30pm when it just crashed!
i shall copy everything down before they say they can't find the blog again!
geee.

and ting came for individuals!
woot. (:
her hair's nice actually.
tho a bit boyish.
hurhur.

and and and.
i've got nothing to say liao.
TML'S P.E and NICHE!
woosh.
niche die!!
got test eh!
i forgot everything!
may god bless me! xD

MONDAY BLUES!

okay.
it's like 10.30pm and i just realised i forgot to post today!
everyday routine!
yep yeps. haha

MONDAY BLUES!
always like that.
so boring with common test and assembly and study groups and jia you zan stuffs.
SO SUFFOCATING! =/
and i dont like maths olympiad.
i didn't even care to listen.
for i don't understand
and dear fiona is so clever teaching! (x

and i rushed out my ying yong wen finally.
cracked up my brain!
and and and.
i'm not gonna bothered bout the rest anymore.

and for some instance.
i think stopping some things might make you regret.
but since you had decided.
it's up to you then.
i'm just giving my opinion.

and there's P.E tml!
woosh. but niche..
TEST AH!! oh my..
i forgot everything lar. )x

SCHOOL's reopening. ):

SCHOOL's REOPENING.
just a few more hours later.
im getting up again to wear the uniform and prepare to go to school =/
it's like no difference.
for this whole week i can only conclude that;

i practise my piano very hard.
my mama was naggish bout the piano exam.
yet i screwed it all up in that 30min.
the examiner seemed disappointed with me. ):

i went for band.
had full band. had sectionals. had individuals.

i went to quahzw's hse and so envious of his tidy rm.
i made him upset.
and went to work for 1h at siokhwee's dad's company.

people were quarelling.
poor eugene.
had 2 major 'crashes'.
cheer up kay!

i rushed my homework from saturday.
and i'm like such a failure.
doing things at last min.
arghs.

and thanks jessica for her concern.
i'm trying hard to finish the homework. now!
(: i will jia you de. hurhur

and i realised FRIENDS are really important.
but, some kind of friends i don't want.
those gossipers. those backstabbers.
those who acts in front of you yet become another person at the back.
i so love sinlin! xD
fionalee.
and joeylim.
and atika.
and jessica.
and wanen.
oh what am i talking about. (x

and some boys are childish.
and ting's blog said so too!
they have the mature look yet they are childish!!
=/

and okay.
i realised i'm crapping.
and i wanna go to the beach after writing the journal.
I WANNA SEE THE SUNRISE AND SUNSET LAR!
and and and.
i wanna tel ng that i've had enough of homework and everything.
and i feel like collapsing . o.O
MATH MATH MATH.
crazy MATH. =/
its driving me nuts!
oh crazy!

MUMMY's nagging again.
she keep threatening me that she wanna locked the modem. -.-
gagaga.
SINLIN!
parents are way naggy creatures that lived on earth! xD
oops.
lol.

think i better go finish up my math now.
for i had forgotten to bring home my math textbk. ):
and art.
i don't feel like drawing lar. ):

HOMEWORK!!!

i regretted for not doing homework at the starting of the holiday!!
for it's piling high up in the sky!!
toppling over me!!
AHHHH

i don't like homework.
shoooo
why must teachers give so much!!
): for teachers think homework help.
but its a nono!!!

boohoos.
i don't wanna do math.
it's crazy. so crazy.
shit.
and the math olympiad ws. brrr

and mama is addicted to icq games now.
she keep playing the chains thing.
and now the ZUMA!
played at cousin house last last yr.
found it in icq so d/l it and play.
i wanna pass lvl 5-4. SO DIFFICULT LAR!
everytime kena eaten up by the frogs. ):
mama and me even fought for the computer. =/

and my lunch and dinner are simply bread that are fried in egg.
like those kind of toasted bread that has egg one.
yummy. tho' it was really so delicious.
but i love bread lar. haha
and the cheese soup with those kind of crispy bread cubes.
yummy!

okayokay.
i shall finish MEIWEN, BAO ZHANG BAO DAO, JOURNALS and.
dunnoe lar.
everytime say liao also nva complete de. HAHA

#181

WOOT.
I HAVEN'T DO ANY HOMEWORK!! AHHH
my dear girl, QUICK DO !
=/

went for band again.
sectionals.
so.. quite boring lar.
den went to queensway shopping centre.
go find some shops for printing and doing tee-shirts de.
think that particular shop very good lar.
white tee with UNLIMITED number of colours - $15
black tee with UNLIMITED number of colours - $18
oh excuse me,
it's unlimited colours okay.
it will be COOL!

went mac to eat AGAIN.
my 4th time at mac this week. =/
and went around shopping too.
searching for my PINK shoe lar. ):
cannot find any cheap and nice one. boohoos.
and can you believe it?!
SAIFUL CAN CHOOSE A SCHOOL BAG FOR MORE THAN 1HR IN A SHOP!
whoa seh.
atika and me can't stand him also. haha
sit in there keep talking craps.
use his hp to take video somemore. haha
got one SHOE shop.
that man crazy lar!!
like forcing people to buy his shoe dere.
go in only call me sit down.
ask me try shoe!!
den say 107 bucks!
den ask me my budget!
keep wanting to give me discount.
we want to go off also cannot. -.-
finally run away liao den keep bumping into one grp of guys.
keep saying, "hello commonwealth!"
-.- so lame lar. =/

den went ikea *ahem*
do some very uncivilised things.
hurhur. (x
shhh. i can't spit it out.
or im in deep deep trouble. HAHA
den went JP.
leeling say she saw me. O.o?
den go the library.
still think JRL better.
rest a while den go home le.

just now chatting with ccj on the phone. (x
hurhur.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAO GONGG~!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAO GONGG~!
fourteen! (:
one year older!
hurhur.
lao pok~ is here to wish you all the best!
take cares girl! =D

p.s. thank me for counting down to your BIRTHDAY with you okay.
i sacrifice my computer time and was scolded by mummy for staying up in front of the computer till 12am! but it's worth it eh! ENJOY! =D cheeRs!

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was enjoying today.
tho' was scolded at the strike of 12 am today. =/
'cos count down to lao gongg~'s birthday and mama was behind sleeping.
she was so pissed off.
and even asked me to not come home today! ohmy.
but it's over. (x

went for band with saiful.
he's like so unlucky lar!
the 187 and 98 was like in front.
and his 198 still lagging behind. =/
liling still called to ask why i didn't board the 98 bus.
haha.
in the end we took 502 to school!
1.56 bucks gone!
and saiful used my 50 cents!
but reached band room realised haven't even start lar. =/
wasted money. haha
ting ting was here!
her hair is like so much straighter and neat. lol
went to untie my hair.
looked weird.
tied up again after full band with benjamin yeo.
played the UNDER THE FLAG OF GLORY for like so many times.
hurhur. atika was so happy to see him lar. LOL

went mac for lunch with leeling, atika, saiful, xinyue and her sec 1 junior.
i thought she's a chinese until she start speaking malay to atika.
realised they were senior and juniors in pri school.
haha.
can't finish my coke again.
smsed shafie to ask him to come down for the free coke.
he thought i was lame. HAHA

den went back to band room.
decided to stay back for individuals to wait for saiful and atika.
persuaded leeling to stay with me!!
we played for half an hour den went off to the bookshop opp. school.
leeling wanted to buy crayons.
we were so thirsty that we buy so many drinks to quench our thirst!
and that stupid ice stick!!
splash all over my p.e. tee. =/
nice design eh? haha
drank strawberry tee.
and LEELING bought daisy chocolate milk and ju hua cha.
HAHA.
no stomachache eh?
lol.

cornets released .
took photos on the grass patch outside the school gate!
so cool! (x
den after much 'consideration',
decided to go chevrons to play bowling.
HAHA.
not the fun part.
i failed.
45 points.
leeling passed!!
50 points.
LOL. ):

den wanted to play pool but the people keep buggin there.
=/
so deicided to check out the KTV thing.
guessed what?
beer and smoke smell in there.
suffocating!!
played the ball thing like soccer kind keep turning and turning.
we laughed so hard!!
so fun ! hahaha.
we draw.
1 : 1.
actually me and saiful win. 'cos we win more rounds. HAHA
den decided to go buy drinks 'cos no more coins liao.
walau. that stupid aunty so idiot lar.
her attitude SUCK big time lor.
we want buy things den sae, "don't have sell lar. see what see."
as if we owe her money lar.
qian bian lar. feel like smacking her face lor.
in the end water also don't wanna buy liao.
den atika want buy the ice mountain.
her hand like got hole lar.
coin also dunnoe how take.
drop liao still don't care.
i picked up den the hand stretched so far like beggar want money.
SHIT HER LAR.
b*tch!
sucker.

den we sick of her liao.
don't wanna see her sickening face.
den went up to see if the pool is available.
still not, den went to the game again.
but no coins liao.
they keep calling me to change money. -.-
the bowling person change five 2 dollar notes. say what no coins.
den wanted to change with the uncle dere den say no changing of coins.
so darn selfish lar. food still sell so ex.
den went 2nd floor.
and they pushed me into the KTV place again lar.
brought out some guts and went forward to ask them if can change coins.
finally done! but it's so smelly inside. =/
was choking away!

played another 2 games.
DRAW again. so fun!!
den finally decided to go home.
=/

MUST DO SOME HOMEWORK LATER!!

PIANO EXAM'S OVER.

PIANO EXAM'S FINALLY OVER!!!
=/
but sad to say i think i didn't do well.
in other words, i've got high chance of failing. ):
i did tried my best.
but i just can't concentrate when i played wrong notes or so.
and my listening!!
i didn't concentrate!!
so anyhow answer. =/
think the examiner very disappointed with me lar.
but what is done cannot be undone.
so..
just let it be for a moment den!

but still must thanks those people who gave me their words of encouragement.

-DADDY.
he said, "Jing, Be relax and try your best for tomorrow exam".
through MSN. he's not in singapore.
i love him! ): but i might have let him down.

-LAO GONGG~ [WAN EN]
your luck is all with me from yesterday till today eh?
hahaha. thanks for all the encouragement eh!
=D
but .. the results might not be good. ):
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCED!

-SHUYI
woah. she gave me lots and lots of oil eh!
hahaha. =D thanks man.
but i'm very CLEAN now! hurhur.

-FIONA
did she or did she not?
lol. but nvm.
I LOVE TO EAT JUNK FOOD WITH HER! =x

-TINGTING
she posted at my tagboard. (x
we've jia finished all the oil liao.
no need wate money to buy oil. HAHA

-AMIRAH
she smsed me, "Gud luck! Jia you! U can do it one.."
AH! i love her man.

-ZHIPENG
i can't believe he smsed me to say, "Good luck for tomorrow de exam. Best wishes!"
thanks man!

-JASON
erm. he said JIA YOU for dunnoe how many times liao. (x
and say what sword and shield. den got confidence is another sword. =/

-LEELING
"Youjing! Jiayou kaes.. U can do it! (:"
time: 07:38:56
and she tagged at my blog too!

-JESSICA
"Good luck for your piano exam! Jia you!"
time: 09:19:37
and she smsed me again after the exam. =/

-LILING
"Heyyys! Jiayou for the exam! Play with confidence.. You can do it! =) I no oil to give you leh, i only have fats. Haha."
nvm. i don't mind. hurhur. (x

-SAIFUL
"Gd luck :)"
bet he's working that siokhwee's dad's company.

-MANDY
the taggings at my blog!! =D

did i like miss out any names? =/
sorry if i did. haha.
then tell me okay!

i'm refreshed now.
i wanna to start everything anew.
one lesser burden.
more things coming my way.
HOMEWORKS. ohmy.

JIA YOU AND BEST OF LUCK!

i'm superb NERVOUS now.
really.
ahhhh.
i'm afraid.
i'm scared!!
AHH
how how how?
i need to calm myself down!!!
before i screw everything up in the studio!!

okay.
youjing,
JIA YOU AND BEST OF LUCK.
do your best
find no faults in yourself first can?
play wrong continue.
don't start again.
will lose marks!
OPEN UP YOUR EARS AND THROAT.
sing properly eh!
listening carefully!!

): BOOHOOS.

):
i suck.
seriously. I SUCK.

i don't know how to make you happy.
since the day when we traced the line,
i've like been making you feel worst than ever.
you might regret now.
you said you aren't. but i don't know.
i'm like such a failure.
sorry for everything i had done.
i'm truly sorry.
i'm sorry that i make you feel you can't dream.
i'm like a block of wood stopping you reaching your dreams.
i'm like so extra. ):
i failed to play to role of my part.
you did yours.
much more and better than me.
i feel so guilty.
once again; sorry.

i can't stop myself from feeling this way.
i'm like so irresponsible and took everything lightly.
i'm not serious enough.
if i'm not able to pass my piano exam tomorrow i think no one will think it's like so unbelievable when i thought it was expectable.
well, i'll just try my best.
since there's still sometime,
i shall practise and practise for i really regret tomorrow.
What is done cannot be undone.
and i don't wanna cry over spilt milk.
i wanna everything to move on smoothly.
i will try my best.
and thanks people to gave me 'oil' today.
haha.
i appreciated them. (:
hope i don't let you people down.
and my daddy too.
for he's overseas.
maybe i should thank him for all the naggings.
hope i don't let anyone down!

JIA YOU GIRL.
YOU CAN DO IT! =D

):

went for service learning. so boring.
actually okay lar.
just dat i don't like cleaning.
but lao gongg~ and me still cleaned the 'FEI YUE' word and the whole big board lor.
hurhur. (x
and had the mac for lunch. =/
free one lar hurhur

den went to siok hwee's office with them.
changed and went off.
so long bus haven come den took taxi. =x
'cos i'm like gonna be late lar.

waited for so so long still haven come lar. =/
sian lar. fiona and me keep finding something to do.
finally came den walked to zhengwei's house.
he say 2km. i think more than that lar.
hahaha.
the acting was quite weird lar.
for i just can't cry out.
hahaha. just the face no expression.
LOL. weird.
and when it's like finally finished.
i keep rushing fiona to go off.
and.. i forgot to ask him go also.
i just shouted byebye.
AHHH.
he's so angry with me now lar.
you see his msn nick noe le. ):

[(*~.>.>WhOeVaRoX^Lo7^*CCC*<.<.~}] WANT TO SEE A HEART SOAKING IN BLOOD? I LET YOU SEE MINE

bah.
i don't know what to say lar.

aiya.
MY MUMMY KEEP NAGGING LAR.


WALAU.
SHUT LAR.















stupid. keep looking.
AHH


whatevers.
i continue later.

there's hope!

woots!!
piano teacher say's there's hope.
actually she didn't say.
she just said need to work hard to get a merit.
which means there's already chance to pass.
JIA YOU OKAY! =D

and i love japanese food. <333
so yummy!!
heavenly man!
the octopus balls plus the AJISAN chicken teriyaki noodles. <3

and i felt so unsure of myself so suddenly also. =/
weird feeling.
nvm.
that's just some extra thing.

albums. (:

yay.
mummy's talking to cousin on the phone.
yay i love her.
she's gonna buy me 3 albums!

JJ, Cyndi and Angela's!
woot.
she asked me if i still want more!
but i don't dare ask liao.
hahahaha.

sometimes i love my dad for going back.
for i can get lots of presents!
yay!!

i love my cousin.
<3333
okay.
and YOsinlin too.
and fiona lee.
and joey lim.

yippees!

PIERCED MY EAR!

today's the ELEVENTH OF MARCH 2006.
11/o3/2oo6

the day when I PIERCED MY EAR!
the day when i've got a hole in my ear!
muahahaha

it's quite unbelievable.
for I know MYSELF that im sooo brave. NOT.
and i pierced it finally!
woots.
my heart was thumping like siao when the person prepare the GUN.
oh my.
and when she comes closer..
and said.
'1, 2, .."
i almost wanted to stand up and run away.
'cos i'm scared of pain. hurhur
but I DIDNT.
my butt remained there. LOL. (x

how brave!
youjing's so brave today!!
(: yay.

and i played like bout more than 3 hrs of piano today!
YIPPEES.
three cheers or youjing!
hip hip hooray!
hip hip hooray!
hip hip hooray!

okay.
i shall jia a lot oil.
so i can have all the luck with me on 15th of march.
(:
its in four days!
i don't mind being oily oily a while.
cos i need a lot of oil.
JIA YOU! (x

FIVE DAYS!

its FIVE FIVe FIve Five five days to the exam.
i'm so not prepared lar.
i'm freaking out.
i'm gonna screw up on that day i think.
i hope NOT.

and i shouldn't be posting here lar.
when i should be lying on the bed sleeping.
'cos i wanna leave my footprints here. (:
so i decided to post one for today.
hurhur.
daily routine. yeps.

and today's lessons were boring as usual.
i went to stand there to 'report' after recess.
so darn boring dere.
still must stand lar. SO LAME
and in the end i never say anything then other classes also go off liao. =/
PW is even lamer.
and our grp's not done again.
haiya. need to re-do.

BAND was. okay.
except that i was using xiner's instrument instead of mine.
it's spoilt.
and yet was not sent for repair.
i have no idea to do what lar.
when ting and xiner comes. what should i use? =/
hope not that BUNDY. ahhh

and i don't know.
i got so upset after hearing those words.
i don't wanna say.
i feel that i'm too semsitive to such words.
i got hurt easily.
i was stabbed by sharp words shot out from some straightforward people.
i don't know.
i shouldn't be thinking like that lar!!
i'm still as childish.
i'm still as naive.
but it's me.
ME. MYSELF. I
i love myself for being myself.
whatevers.

and i don't like those sooo arrogant people.
i shouldn't have see them from their appearance.
so not like their character. haiis.
i'm deproving on my eyesight. GEE

next-
I CUT MY HAIR.
yeah. thin and short fringe plus some trimming for the hair.
the hairdresser said my hair is 'spoilt'.
awww
and she recommend me to do rebonding.
it's like i go everytime for a haircut.
every different hairdresser would say that.
'cos i have frizzy, bushy, messy HAIR with spilt ends.
gagaga. my hair aren't healthy!
BOOHOOS.
i want rebonding.
but my parents don't allow. they said a NO for dunnoe how many times liao!

i bought wax for my hair. =/
don't know why i did that.
the hairdresser asked me to try too.
bought a pink and white tanktop for 4 bucks.
woah. cheap. =/

i wanna pierce my ear tml.
i wanna buy that pink and white shoe tml.
I WANT I WANT.
i wish i wish.

and my progress report.
awww.
not really well done.
JIA YOU!

granddad rocks.

i'm loving my beloved dearest GRANDDADDY.
he so rock lar.
was happy to chat with him on the phone!
for he dotes me lots! hurhur
and keep asking me what i wanna eat.
haha.
i love my grandparents!
they so rock!
hope to see them soon! (:
he said english to me just now.
"O.K." (:
and BYEBYE. lol

#170

FIONA!
don't cry anymore okay!
you have your rights to choose what you want.
and it will affect your future too.
you won't be happy if you ar forced to do something you don't like right?
so prove to your mum that you can do it!
and hope she changes her mind!
talk to her; don't rush and be patient! (:
JIAYOU!
the band members are all behind you!
we won't allow you to leave the band in this manner!

and to that muffin
she's just out of her mind.
she's too baised.
BAND won't cause my acadamic results to deprove okay.
just need time management.
how can she do that!

-------------

feiyue thing was fun once again lar.
hahaha.
but i keep freaking out.
and I LOVE DRAWING.
woots!

lesson were so darn boring.
NEXT P.E. lesson must WIN SHAFIE AND SAIFUL!
say until saiful!
pushed me into the mud hur!!
BOO. luckily i didn't fall in.
GEE.

and hope my design wasn't that bad. (x
and i love my dolly that i drew!
yippeess.
got 20/20 for the art sketch bk thing.
yoohoos.
i felt that ART's a total fun!
yay. and drawing simply rocks.

i'm typing this post with one hand and one finger. =/
for i'm eating twisties and drinking ice pepsi-twist. (:

dad's leaving for china tml.
will miss him lots.
): hurhur
hope mama won't nag too much!
FUN, LAUGHTER, PEACE AND JOY!
一路顺风。
我爱您！

shall continue with my junk food. =x
hurhur.
i can't resist! LOL.

TWIST!

TWIST!
say cheeseeee! (:

i'm feeling happy.
i'm over the clouds.
i'm glad.
i'm on the moon!

i don't know why i feel so happy after drawing that dolly. (x
i'm just feeling great.
and i played the piano by my own means today.
no nagging at all.
i played it 'cos im feeling high.
JOY TO THE WORLD!

and i wanna feel this way until my piano exam!
and i don't wanna care about all the naggings.
i will do things by my own means.
which is, i don't do it by FORCE.
i do it automatically okay.

YAY.
say cheeseeee!
TWIST!

i have no idea why are the photos still so big after i resized.
anyway this one's extra. its the conversation of lao gongg~ and me. hurhur. =/

my third edition of the dolly! with the black surroundings. (x

my second edition of dolly! without the black shadings.

my very first drawing of the dolly!! gee =D

my three dollies!! the yellow one joined in today! =D

my very first two dollies. the white one den the pink one. (x
so kawaii neh!

EIGHT DAYS LEFT!

OH YAY.
i finally found back my blog's toolbar and all that.
i didn't realise it until now. =/ aww

anyway
everyday still BAND and PIANO.
and piano exam is coming coming coming.
8 days time okay.
im darn stressed.
how now?
mr tan want us to go band everyday.
to practise 45min. =/
the whole of march holidays is packed.

monday- CIP @ BukitBatok
tuesday- Band (whole day!)
wednesday- PIANO EXAM! ohgosh.
thursday- Band (whole day!)
friday- Band again (whole day!)
saturday- ICE-SKATING! YIPPEE.

i can't wait for the fun part.
but the problem is i've got to go through tough times before the day will be here.
and i'm fainting soon.
i seriously need a BREAK.
but i've no time for it.
awww

and my saxophone..
BOOHOOS.
why must it be mine?!
why whY wHY WHY?!
BOOHOOS.
must send for repair.
i need to use another instrument.
not again.
NOT THAT BUNDY OKAY.
i will definitely faint.
=/ why must do such things to me?
i'm troubled enough okay.
*shrugs*

andd.
i shall buy the 35 bucks ticket.
since there's no one else to buy my other tickets and no one is free.
so just ONE ticket for myself. =/
i'm not really looking forward to that day tho.
i don't know why.

i believe i can fly~

eight days left!

EIGHT DAYS LEFT!

gagaga.
=/
no, im not a three yr old baby.
im just simply one month old. (x

hurhurhur.
i rather be a baby than doing all these stupid things lar.
HAHAHA.
mei wen 14 is all bout xing fu.
oh whatever.
but i wrote about baby.
cos' babies are all so xing fu lar.
gee.
they don't remember the faults.
that's why they are all so happy everyday.
and i'm envious of them

sometimes some choices are so darn difficult to choose lar.
sometimes it just made others pissed off.
arghs.
i don't know.
I DON'T KNOW OKAY.
why can't i just be a one month old baby?
应该学习婴儿，再宽容一点
哭过就忘了~
爱存在这美丽新世界，
我喜欢自信的感觉。

我会加油的！
gee! (:

#165

NINE DAYS LEFT!

im like so dead lar. =/
and i hate mondays for being so boring and lonely.
oh whatevers.

i don't understand math.
i don't like math olympiad.
pleaseeee, don't send me for competition.
i don't even wanna care lar. X.X
my brain is like freezing away.

i'm feeling weird.
i can't have that safe feeling.
there's this feeling that seems that i didn't do something.
EVERYDAY, EVERYTIME.
i don't know why.
i just can't ease myself lar.
arghhs.
很烦！

美文 14
ART.

S.H.E's gonna save the day.
hurhurhur.
i'm kind of looking forward to art somehow.
i don't know why.
it seems fun. (:

明天会更好！

SHUT UP LAR!!!

what's so wrong with me!?
why is everything happening to me?!

i was like so happy an hour ago lar.
and there the problems come again.
WHY IS IT LIKE THAT LAR?!

i can't wait to go ice-skating before the piano exam.
when i'm like telling them,
the straight answer was a NO.
they keep saying i might den go home with a broken hand or arm or fingers or whatever.
i don't understand.
from here, they can continue a long stretch of story.
saying what will happen after that.
then saying i won't attend the exam cos i cant play the piano.
and there they go creating music.

sometimes i really think i shouldn't have tel them.
they don't understand.
and my dad repeated again;
I WILL FAIL MY EXAMINATION.

WHY MUST HE SAY THAT LAR?!
ITS LIKE IN 10 DAYS TIME.
I WANNA THINK POSITIVE,
I WANNA PROVE TO HIM.
PLUS ALL THE NEGATIVE COMMENTS MY TEACHER GAVE,
I FEEL THERE'S NO HOPE AT ALL.
HE KEEP SAYING I DIDN'T PUT IN EFFORT WHEN I DID.
HE SAID HE WILL FORGIVE ME IF I TRIED MY BEST YET I FAILED.
BUT HE CLAIMS THAT I DIDN'T TRY MY BEST.
HE SAYS IM SLACKING.
HE SAYS I DIDN'T PUT IN EFFORT.
WHICH IS LIKE SO TRUE.

CAN HE JUST TRY TO UNDERSTAND A LITTLE?
i'm so pissed off.
i'm lost all the hope and confidence.
and i owe fiona a big big smile.
how?

#163

okay
i've decided to see everything positively.
(:

i went for piano lesson just now.
comments were all negative. =/
i almost wanted to break down in front of the teacher.
but i didn't.
i controlled myself and saved my tears. (:

Sonata in D;
all play in staccato.
practise practise practise.
Allergro Moderato;
take note of all the small details.
they are important.
might fail just because of it. =/
Autumn Crocus;
make sure the rhythems are right.
and don't play the wrong notes again.
need lots and lots and lots of practises.

ohmy.
its 10 days to the exam and yet im playing shit.
she said 3-4 hrs per day.
how to?
i don't know.
i shall just try my best.

i now dare not say if i will pass.
i really don't know now.
i've lost my confidence.
but i will face it. (x
positively okay.

and sundays are always so boring.
tomorrow a brand new day;
a brand new week's start.
=D
it will be a better day.
i hope so.
tho' after school will be damn boring.

oh sharks

i don't understand why parents like to NAG so much.
first of all.
they are able to nag cos of a door.
the door goes BANG itself and they can think of one whole compo to talk a bout.
fine fine fine.
and he can continue talking and talking.
don't he know that he's irritating?
and still dare to say they have already tried their best as parents.
I PUKE LAR.
i've got lots of problems.
many many problems.
SUPERB HUGE ONES.
they think i can just fail my piano exam.
IM HERE TO TELL YOU I WILL PASS.
SHUT IT AND BACK OFF THEN.
I HATE THIS.
don't ever look down on me.
don't ever say i didn't put in effort.
don't ever think that i'm not trying hard.
don't you know that i even cried cos of it?
don't they understand me more than others do?
but i'm so wrong.
they don't understand me at all.
all they see is the surface of everything.
they don't bother to think deeper.
they know nothing but just judging me from the outside.
and make me really UNhappy over it.

why is the world like that?
why do i have some things and will lost the rest?
having your loved one and good friends with you.
and made me have lesser time for other things and so.
once i practise more on my piano and saxophone,
and i will have lesser time for my friends and family.
why can't i just have everything nicely done?
i don't like this.
i don't wanna shed another tear 'cos of my pathetic life.
crying only makes my eyes go swollen.
really swollen.
i'm tired of everything.
i really need a break.
but i cant find any time for it.
the whole of march holidays is packed with things to do.
and i can't even find a time slot to go out with my friends.
i loved them for understanding me.
i did.
and thanks to all who cares.

one thing i still don't understand.
and that's LIFE.
perhaps. perhaps. perhaps.
maybe maybe maybe.
the future is so unpredictable.
my dad sounds as if i've got no future.
OH SHUT IT.
i will prove to you .
I WILL.
I MUST.
and im sure I CAN.

you watch it.
YOURSELF.
i will prove you WRONG.

and then when it proves,
don't come telling me it's because of you.
i will love myself for being myself.
judge me NOT.

#161. i seriously need a break.

): SORRY, IM SORRY.
i don't know what i'm doing.
my mind's a total blank.
i trust you that you will lead a good grp.
i believed you that you know what to do.
but i think i might be wrong.
up till today.
i have no idea you make me hate and like you.
i need to respect you. yes i must.
and i need to respect myself too.
i have no idea how's the day would be when its one year down the road.

i need to cry.
I've broke down.
I seriously need a break to free my mind.
it's a total mess i'm creating.
i felt i'm just a passer-by.
and i can just go missing for goodness sake.

i've got lots of troubles to speak.
okay, today i cried not totally because of that case.
i'm adding other things to it to vent out my anger.
i'm tired.
very very tired.
what are friends for?
they can share your burdens, your sorrows, your happiness.
you can do things together.
you will have a helping hand.
and why am i doing down here thinking someone might just appear there for me?
i'm simply too naive.
i'm childish. that should be a mind of a kid.
maybe i've forgotten im already 13 years of age.
i'm a teenager. trying to lead a childish life?
some people just don't understand me.
i don't like gossipers. i hate backstabbers.
i don't know why people like to do this kind of things.
don't they know it actually hurts?
what if people do that to you?
and being straightforward is simply too torturous to the person.
sometimes you have to know that some things are meant to keep it to yourself.
or just said it nicely in a polite manner where you won't hurt another's feelings too much.

i have no other ways to express myself
except to cry.
i can't think of any other ways that will help me to vent out.
i can't shout.
it will make things worst and people will definitely get irritated.
thanks jocelyn for her concern.
i just don't know what to say when i'm facing you.
i can't express myself well.
i will make things worse.
people will get pissed off by me cos of my mouth.
i don't know how to say.
i might not be a good and hardworking band member.
but you cannot deny me for saying i didn't put in effort.
spending 20 bucks for just a picture might not be a thing to you.
but that shows i love my section.
i really do.

and what fabian said on the bus.
made me heartache.
many ears were there.
i don't want the saxophone section to collapse just like that.
i might hate them at times,
but why people wanna pick on my seniors.
i might detest them at times, but i MUST admit that they did a lot for us.
we must thank them a lot.
at least they care.
i don't know what to do.
i'm really lost in the woods all alone.
I NEED A LISTENING EAR.
a person that really can be trusted.

piano exam is round the corner.
my fear for it increases.
im afraid i can't pass.
i'm scared.
it's in less than 2 weeks time.

and THANKS JOEY FOR HER BIRTHDAY CAKE.
it's yummy. really.
love ya.
you rock.
FIONA;
sorry for breaking down into tears when you actually smiled for so long at me.
trying to squeeze open your mouth.
im so sorry. ):
i just can't control myself.
and you rock too.



period sucks.

#160 HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMHUIFEN, JOEY!
one year older, one year mature!
and the birthday song that the whole band had sang for you! (:
yay.
someone's old! =x
AND I WANT YOUR STRAWBERRY CAKE!!!
hurhurhur.
yumyum!!!
im so jealous. (x

just another plain day.
had p.e. and played soccer again.
im always the one running after the ball. =/
well.
the math teacher!!
oh my oh my.
when did he ever notice me?!
his eyes were like looking at the ceiling all the time lo!
scary one.
TML IS THE LAST DAY TO LOOK AT HIM.
still gives us homework.
man man man.
we need mr rafeek back!

feiyue thing was quite fun.
(: for our grps.
cos we noe how to self-entertain. LOL
fun fun fun.
i drew the old man's face. (:
very satisfied with my materpiece! LOL.
with the japanese kind of moustache. HAHA.
yay. the chatterboxes rock!

den band lo.
quite boring lar.
did the prelude for singapore.
nothing much to say.
mr tan's plain angry and pissed with us lar.
and sec1s have got no initiative. boo.
i don't wanna the band to collapse!
we will jia you de!
sometimes i don't know to hate or like.
its difficult to judge a person. =/

haiis

cant wait for tml!

the rubber ball in my mouse is so dusty.
so difficult to move.
retarded one. muahaha
wait for mummy to be back den. (:
and! buy the I-Weekly!!!
featuring the Campus Superstars.
that's not the important part.
THEY ARE HOLDING BAND INSTRUMENTS!!
(:
geraldine and khim is holding saxophones.
weee~
rock rock rock. yays.

and mr chua today.
LOL.
not any better lar. =/
tahan 2 more days!!
WE MISS MR RAFEEK!! (x
and what's wrong putting a storybook on the table during math lesson lar?
i didn't even read lo.

laogongg~'s grp did peer teaching today.
luckily nva call me.
hurhurhur.
and she cant use internet 'cos her dad confiscate the modem!
LOL! i thought only my parents did that.
hurhurhur.

after skool was fun!
went outside skool to eat cup noodles with miaoling, jessican and joanne.
chatting and DANCING!
HAHAHA.
modern, hip-hop, chinese dance.
ohhh. HAHAHA
den went to 'dong' the CUTE CUTE toy!!
maybe i shall take a photo of it and upload here sometime.
hees.
I WANT THE PINK ONE.
i got the white one today. hurhurhur
and i'm already in love with it!!
ppl donate me $1 coins eh!!

went into the band rm in total darkness!
HAHAHA. i was like a blind person trying to walk thru.
oh my.
it's really scary.
i keep thinking that there's something in front i might knock into.
hahah.
but not me. it's jessica!
she knocked into a stand. LOL. (x
the blind people are soooo brave!
to live in total darkness!
their courage ! 是值得我们学习的！
keep chatting.
and used audrey's handphone to take photo of all our dolls!
theresa; liling and mine. (:
it's my handphone wallpaper!! CUTE!!!
and thanks audrey for sending me!

played Under The Flag Of Glory and The Wizard Of Oz.
aiya. still need more more more practise!
JIAYOU! (:
den went off at 4pm.
went to eat again.
hurhurhur. bought the mango pudding.
HAHAHA.
AND WE LAUGHED FOR ONE HOUR.
i started talking bout *ahem* stepped on me with the WEIGHT.
den kept running around.
den all the funny parts lar.
den later kena hit around the eye by amirah's purse.
jessica was already laughing like a mad woman.
and she popped out bout the incident taht happened last yr in our class.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
POMP POMP POMP.
plus mr rafeek's incident. LOL.
we were like mad people.
and the liling's potato nugget is 'HER'!! HAHAHA
dat means 'she' was squashed!! LOL.
but in real life it will nva happen i think. =x

finally calm down and went to the bus-stop.
keep talking on bus again when i got down.
(:

AND I CANT WAIT FOR THE FEI YUE SESSION TML!
so fun. (x
and mcdonalds eh?
shafie and saiful are not environmentally friendly ppl.
LOL.
off i go!
-cheers- =D

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Born on 6 November '92 in Shanghai, virgin trip on the airplane at the age of 3 when she moved to Singapore. First language was Shanghainese. Only child thanks to the one child policy back then. Sang in the Choir in Primary School, played the alto saxophone in the military band in Secondary School, then the tenor saxophone in the concert band in Junior College. Currently majoring in Linguistics & Multilingual Studies in NTU. Part time Beauty Advisor for Lancôme Paris. Tutor for Primary & Secondary School students.
Learnt some basic design sketching(fashion), yoga and modern jazz - and loved them. Loves travelling, beauty stuff, food, photography and languages. Learning 日本語, Française & la lingua italiana. Wants to learn German and play the cello.

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